It's the Love that i can't forget.

"I expect you to be much more matured than the rest of your peeps here, just because you are older than them." Those were the last few words that I received from Ma'am Fye at work. Apparently my last time talking to her before she got to go to some other outlet. And those words i holding it near to my heart. Knowing that there are part of me that need to improve on. Like being less tempermental and showing a good and leading example to the rest of the peeps.

But what if being cool headed got you into amidst of unhappy people. And to be blame for the outburst of the attacker. Controlling my self destructing devil in me with a smile as I faced with my attacker. Got pushed on the chest any yet not laying a single finger on his body. I was cool calm and smiling. Managed to control the tempermental side of me.

As young thinking adult, i know that by giving him the punch on his face would just end up in a fist fight that eventually end up in bandages in the hospital. That's if when i got attacked by "blood brothers". So I just give that smirk and had the evil laugh. Is playing games with the mind the cause of these commotion or is it because of the sharp and sarcastic tongue that cloud cut the treshold of a person into half. Mind games are the best way to pissed people off.

But then again, when mind games leads into determine the physical strength, is it mind games fault that one temper rise 100 times more? or is it because of poor anger management that makes one to shout and fight or does it because he felt a sense of fear and uncertainties that results the mind to fight, thats when the adrenaline starts to rush. Is it mind games fault?

Then again, being cool headed, why is it that I am to blame when I got attacked? is it worth to be cool headed and being mature and wise to settle a conflict with talks and peace treaty when the one got attacked is to be blame?

There are still a long way to learn and reach a point of maturity. Before Nirvana.

thru good times or bad, you are still my number one,
there is no other girl that could really shine,
with yr laughter and smile that linger in my mind
there is no one else in this heart of mine
but when things go bad and grey
and sorry is not the word I'm suppose say
there is nothing i want more but you girl
cos you are my everything, my world

just like the sun shinning the gloomy days
brighten up the day and chase away the dark
when flowers really blooms
bringing colours to life
that what you mean to me
thats how you are important to me

if you think i'm sweet talking to you
then I got to say this
all the words I said is true
this i promise you
I'll do anything just for you
as I got nothing else to lose
but only

you

Sorry for being Haitus for a month now.

In the last post, i told you ablout the project that I'm in now ryt. I've been busy doing non productive stuff like FACEBOOK-ing that these projects are behind schedule. crap.

Anyway, I miss going out with NUR IZZATI BINTE JUMARI. She's apparently also have a hectic weeks with high fever and NDPs.

Going out with her to town last Friday was great la. Those were the Fridays that I would say"Thank God its Friday". Nyahaha. "A typical friday", a friend of mine would say. Cos that was the day that I impromptu-ly asked her to accompany me to town to get my Ipod repaired.

But then kan, they don't do repairs to Ipod.They only do one to one exchange with the new unt but additional of $147.

So apelagi, since we were already in town, we window shop la. Walk around wheellock, then the the latest Ion. that place was HUMONGOUS la. And we walk walk walk, try try try, see see see but never buy buy buy. HAHA. SAVE MONEY for something later.

cos in my mind I was looking out for the new MAN UTD Jersey.

Yeahhh!!! And I got it at the NIKE SHOP at wisma atria for only $99. Its a replica. The decision to get it was so tough uh. First was the size. a battle between M and S. In the fitting room was a decision by raising both my hands up and turning round and round infront of the mirror. AND also have my wonderful girlfriend for her opinion. If you asked her how long I took to decide, I bet she would tell you that she can walk around the 2 storey shop 3 times!! haha xD

After that, we went to cineleisure and and someone call this creature

Dokumo. hehe. OKOK. I'll Hush about it. *mampos nanti kene CUBIT*

HAHA!!

Friday was the great with her. She made my day =D.

Hi all. How are you?

Firstly sorry for not updating. Been happily Facebooking.

Anyway. Been busy few initiating and completing a few projects of mine. School work and other school stuff. Personal stuff too. So yeah. Been busy lately.

I hope I could finish 3 of these projects by end of this month. These 3 projects are:

PP
TP
Training tee.

And then, upcoming projects I'm looking at is a charity gig. I was thinking of getting a few great bands to come up with a gig that for the children. All profit will be donated to these children to have a better tomorrow. I'm looking at either those children that needs medical attention and treatment or the children society.

Another project i'm looking forward is fund raising for mountaineering IG. Need to raise a lot of funds so that we can go expedition in extreme confidence. Some events had already planned out and waiting for approval. The cost of equipment is not cheap and preparing for an expedition is time consuming and expensive. But if this is to create awareness that the world is more than just tall buildings and we can face and conquer our fears and ourselves, it is worth it.

Another project I'm looking forward to do is NERDIZ. I and a couple of my friends thought of creating a t-shirt label company a couple of years ago. Now, I realise the opportunity of the shirt label and how it could be greatly expand. Cannot wait to see it bloom!.

Oh yeah. I missed today's 8.01 because I overslept! Wasted.

MR Sand man is late again like usual. Donno how many bags of sand he owes me.

Anyway, school hols is going to end soon. Back to juggling many things again. Woo

But I found inner peace and serenity. Calm and peaceful.

TP in a months time!! WOHOOO

Hi people.

This blog had been rotting for some time now. Now to blow all the dust away...*AHH-CHOO!!*

Maybe the first question I would ask myself is, "How's life?"

Life is cool with things coming up. It had been the most jam packed of my life. Committments that I had to juggle and new ones just keep coming. Of course the usual datelines that I have to meet. Projects after projects.

But please people. No matter how busy you are with life, always remember to give some of your time to family, and love ones. Because you never know what will happen next.

Two of my friends had past away and it was a shocking one. One because of a road accident, another was from a disease. Even though I only spent 3 months with them, that does not mean they are not remembered. Three months of running,marchings, endless push ups and 316 jumping jacks. Those were the days my friends. Days that we wanted to end so quickly, but it last a lifetime.

So peeps, do take care of yourself alryt. I'm going off for ALPs camp for 4 days. Do miss me. if you do gimme a call. I change my number. 8371****. haha. check my facebook if you want to know.