This song, Apple Shampoo, kinda reflects about my past. "she so important and I'm so retarded". How regretful this guy was separated from his "everything". A sad song.

But I got over it!! hip hip horray!! Not a single tear was shed!

Hmm..read her blog and some parts I missed, or maybe she edited.anyway, She want to hear that lucky boy to pour out his feelings to her. Seems that she found out that the boy likes her. Gut feeling, its not me. And never will it be me. To be honest, I never really spent time with her personally. Its all like MSN. And she doesn't go online everyday. Rarely talked on the phone nor face to face. It is so near yet so distance away. .

Its okay, I am always suck at telling someone how happy I am seeing her. And at the end of it I am the one sitting at the losing end. Its so normal to me. I guess I'm immune to it. I won't cry nor curse. I guess this is the path I chose to take and I will either gain the rewards or suffer the consequences.

And one last thing. I'm a dumbass when girls are hinting, Caused I will never get it.

Just to let you know. I am happy when you are happy.

Ok some minor little matters to update:

1) my friend got sacked from work. I'm sorry for you bro. best wishes for your future endevour. I'll send you my resume when i see you online ya.

2)I forgot to eat my banana frittles and left it in office.

3)Called Farhan's mum and informed her not to buy tickets for the F div family day at Wild Wild Wet for Faiz and myself as we are not going.

4) Aravind is dating a blond girl in the states. Lucky fella

5) My necklace broke. Now fixing it and made a new design with the broken strings.

6) I'm missing Smiley.

7) Farhan's dad told me to pay $30/- for soccer kit.

8) Tomorrow having jamming session @ outram

9) Faiz is going Tekong for NS this coming 6 Dec.

10)I'm selling soap. Come and buy from me.

Thats all I guess. Oh ya, last one

11) goodnyt. zzz time

this is the video of the soccer with Farhan's family. All credits thanks to Fazlin for the vid and pics. Thanks adik!!


my shooting gone bad but scored anyway



Watch the veteran play!

I can't steal the pic from Fazlin's blog. so go to her blog to take a look yea!

Anyway..Adik!! asl tersengih-sengih biler I tanye kakak ikot ke tak kat depan pintu??!! I'm curious la asl die tak siap-siap and still kat atas when its a family event?? Jangan pikir bukan-bukan tau.

Wanting to blog last night but the com made fun of me. haha.

HAd a soccer day from morning all the way until the afternoon. Was fun but tiring. Luckily got Double X to help me give energy!

first was with my team, was normal la but got a bit bored caused was playing as a defender as my team got none of it. Afternoon one was better as we were playing under the rain. yeah. I don't exactly like to get myself wet but when the ball start to roll, who gives a damn. haha.

Some photos and maybe video may be up soon. No promises though.

But sad to say my fitness level and skill droped. Haiz. Got to start going for jogs to keep me fit again. And I'm going to keep away from things that kills me and my health. I promised myself before that I'm not getting hooked to it and I'm certainly going to keep that promise till the end of my life. Sad that I broke my promise to her. Nevertheless, nothing is going to stop me reaching my goals.

Oh ya. I'm starting a business now. Selling soap. got all kinds of soap ranging from skin care to body foam and also laundry. Wanna try? its money back guarantee if you don't like it. even if you hate the smell or the packaging. I'll elaborate more next time. I also selling other products like health supplements, water treatment, pots and pans and even car polish.

No need to worry about the health supplements if you wanna get it because the company had spent millions on research and development and also the brand had received numerous gold awards like "Readers digest consumers award" for 2 year running (2005 and 2006) . and for the muslim, Its halal certified!

Before I forget. Saturday was a sleeping day and I slept the whole day and got disturbed from the underworld. Got "bitten" and they shouted in my dreams that made me woke up immediatly having cold sweat.

She made me blabbering nonsense when she smile. *melts*

Its 2 in the morning and I AM EFFING HUNGRY!!

Mum did not cook, I think? Or is it that they ate everything up and left me with an empty pot. Haiz. Guess I'll be going down later to get some bites at Mcdonald or 7-Eleven. Hungry la..My last meal was lunch at 12.30 yesterday..so I need to devour more food. If not I'll be an angry man. haha. Like they say, "a hungry man is an angry man" and "the way to a man's heart is through his stomach".

HUNGRY!!

its kinda hard when your dreams are being block by none other then your love ones...The fact that I'm doing this for them. Until when will we live in this sucky situation. I just need you to trust me. And I will bring you to somewhere better.

dna m'I gnillaf rof uoy...

OK now I know where my PsP went.

She was threw out from my window's unit on the 4th floor and towards earth. Yup. Smashing into pieces. And I wasn't there to collect the pieces as I was soundly asleep even I was waken by the smashing sound. But went to sleep straight after.

Went town and Esplanade this couple of days to chill. Yesterday was all alone and today with Faiz. Searching high and low to look out for something and finally today got it. Yup.

so Now i'm back home.

??dnimymgniraeppapeekuoyareyhw

One word to describe my feelings now: DOWN

I lost my PSP. Dammed.

And that just not it.

I'll be losing my greatest friend of all time.

Its worse losing the greatest friend then breaking up with a girl.

I mean he is still around now but I have already begin to miss him. My one and only true friend who had been with me in my every single ups and downs. Who had seen my laughter and tears. Who boost my confidence and make me feel the good side of life.

We had only been friends approximately 4 years but I feel like it had been ages since we met. He knows everything about me. And I do know all about him. Everything in my room has a story behind it and he is in the story.

I just wish you all the best in your future endevour and I cherish every moments with you. You had truly colour my life.

I'm gonna miss you.

The Groom!
The newly Weds

So after the whole wedding reception, I went to Farhan place and play some PSP then I urged him to study. Since he was the one wanting to stdy Maths. I managed to teach and do the first 3 question. The rest was a goner. hah. It been 2 years since I touched maths. haha. So we decided to call the maths wizz kid who lives nearby. So she do the rest and taught the dearest boy Farhan. Haah. And then this maths whizz needs our help to do her project work. So in 30 mins, me and farhan brain storm and give ideas and complete the Objective, aim, skit ideas, slogan. In short we complete the first draft of the project. Cool huh.

Great mind think alike..haha

Every Friday is FEAST DAY.

Can anyone make this official??

Every friday I will go around Singapore with either family or friends to have a great dinner and enjoy our time with delicious foods. Haha. Lets pampered our tastebuds with colourful wonders of humans creations.

Its just great to have wonderful dinner. Haha. Went to West coast to eat with MRO colleagues. Ordered a Fried Mee Hoon (indian style) and tehcinno. Nothing special right? but then when the Rojak brothers (Indian and char kuey) came to the table, IT WAS MOUTH WATERING..*melts*.

Spend 2 hours there and went back to hometown to meet the Jack.S with Paeh and his friend, Taufik. So meet Paeh and his friend first at woodlands before going down to Yishun. Upon arrival at Yishun, Paeh and taufik wants to eat, so bring them to have dinner. I was too full to eat. then Farhan joined us and went to hang out below Haqim's Place. Sat under the block and play guitar in the middle of the night and PSPs. Haqim joined us after back from work and he was so effing hungry but we were lazy to entertain him..(calling ourselves Jackass) In the end when the clock hit 1230 we finally listen to him to get some food. So went to Broadway to find food but all shop closed. So decided to went to Syed to wat since it was still open.

So we had pratas and Mustabaks. haha. YUMMY again. And it taste even better when someone said "my treat". hehe

Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment Would you capture it or just let it slip?

NEVER!!!

Dear readers

With regards to the previous post, I would like to take this opportunity to inform you that I am NOT in love.

I'm not planning to have one either. This is because I am not ready for it and I have other piorites in life that I have to achieve first, mainly for my family. Therefore I would not have time and means for her. I hope you all understand my situation right now.

And writting a love song doesn't make you in love with someone.

Thank you.

Ok stop being so formal here.

Yesterday, after a loooonnnnnnngggggggg time, I made someone smile from ear to ear. It really made my day seeing her smile. Actually not just her la, I made her whole family (mum, dad, sister & brother) SMILE!! =D. I miss making people, especially those close to me, smile. I donno when was the last time I made someone smile.

Ok, I got a weakness with smile.

Saat mata kita bertemu
Degupan jantung semakin laju
Lirikan matamu sungguh ayu
Senyuman manismu menawan hatiku

Oh wahai gadis jelita
Terimalah lagu khas untuk mu
Jangan rasa segan silu
Ku ikhlas menghadiahkan untukmu

Kerana aku
Jatuh cinta
Padamu
Berikanlah
Aku peluang
menjadi arjunamu

Aku mimpi wajahmu yang sungguh indah
Hulurkanlah tanganmu akanku bawamu terbang
ke angkasa yang sungguh indah
Dengan bintang-bintang yang berkelipan
Bagai permata
Itulah kamu
Permata hatiku

Kamu terangi hidupku
Yang selama ini dalam gelita
Aku ingin menjadi milikmu
Akanku sanjung cinta buat selamanya

I got off form in soccer today..sucks

I got to think of a bdae present for someone. No idea what to get. I need to go window shopping. Can't wait for payday to come. Pay my bills, get the bdae girl "Anything" drink and then save up for rainy days.

Need a retail therapy.

When all you thought sorrow and sadness and getting all emo-shitified lingers on you after getting drench in a rain of problems. The next moment warmth and light appear from the sun that gives you the helping hand to dry up that problems of yours and shake off the burden off you.

So have a positive attitude. Because the sun is always there behind the dark clouds. Simplified: There is always solutions behind every problem. Understand??

today went out with Din and Syaril from MRO. Ate Sup Tulang at Beach Road. Yummy. HAha. Before that walk around the place to search of a new sneakers. But I'm planning to get Macbeth shoes. haha.

After that beautiful lunch,Abg Din brought us to a product fair nearby. Its a fair on health supplements products. Sat in one of the booth and listen to them. Hmm. I don't need health supplements on losing weight nor complexion. But I really need one to boost my energy. Caused I easily feel tired and lethargic. And I can't concentrate on my work. Even now I felt sleepy typing this and watching soccer. So yeah. Maybe I should try the products there.

And went I went home, I check on the products and the company and it is not some kind of brand. Its a well known brand and products. Even top athletes took some of the health supplements. and one of them is Asafa Powell. The world fastest man who held a record of 9.77 sec for 100m sprint. Hmm. I must give it a shot. who knows I might be The Flash!

Haha.

Abg din also infd that it was an eye opener for us especially if we are interested in making extra income by direct selling. Yerp. But he said you have to work hard to earn it. But you can earn lots if you put alot into it. Hmm. The business part sounds interesting. but to promote it like a bit hard la. Nevermind. I'll try the supplements first. If it works I'll recommend it to you. Haha.

I wanna sleep. Tomorrow got two soccer training. One in the morning the other one in the afternoon with Abg Din team at Sengkang.

ok. Over and out

Having to think of the best possible exit out of this unpredictable is so difficult.

I'm not gonna share it here. I'll share with you if you are my closest friends.

Last night, my mum went to my room and we had a talk about the house. Pissed me off. Having doubts on my future. Getting a diploma and stuff.

Hate it when this happen. Want to help but I can't. If I know this will happen, I should have quit school and begin working and help things out. A sacrifice I have to make for their happiness. My happiness comes later.

haiz. Lets just forget about it. Family always have problems and there is a solution.

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