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ah buto ah..malas nak blog

Hi all, =)

well for the pass 2 days its been an eye-opener for me. Why? Cos I see many people change. For the good and the bad.

1. Din wanna join regular Police officer. A good change huh. from the gothic metal core look to the new smart law enforcer. Hmm. It is time for him to change. He is more mature now i guess. Actually he is a fraid that he will be enlisted to army and he wanna join police cos its a slacking job. Not really true. Slack for NS boys. For regular I don't think so. But i think its a good route for him to change. Since I'm myself a Police Officer.
2. last nyt Passion Arts concert at Republic Poly. Met some old skoolmates and gosh how much they changed. The gals look prettier den before. Met Farah too. She do look more mature now especially on the way she dress. Da macam Kakak-kakak. haha. Chat with her for awhile during the interval. She managed to get her course at Nanyang Poly. Well Good luck to you gal!!
3. Passion arts was somehow a disaster..I think.The emcee? SUX! haha. Was there to support the Band. The Band is rather small compared to my time. but the sound is still there. It shows that quality is the one important rather than quantity. Wat impress me is that before they go up to stage, they come together and shout, "one band one sound" unity huh?
4. Changes for myself at work. Learn myself to speak up and talk to accused and F them upside down. Haha. Able to work independently but i still got alot to learn. NPC is fun. But the work load is incredible high. haha. But i'm used to paperworks. Just have to learn from mistakes.
5. Another of my friend also becoming more mature. and thats Haqim. He told me that he is so sick of getting scolded everytime in camp. Yah. He's in camp. NS. another PO. Haha. Guess NS makes boys change to man. Kid to Adult. Its some how a puberty stage for all S'pore boys.

Well, other than that, today work is so slack. Haha. Sunday no mood to work. Me and my partner slack. haha. Take our own sweet time. Haha. Its Ok.

Another thing happen to me is that I always get nightmares when I'm sleeping. And I'll be awaken by it. haiz. Like someone or somthing is disturbing me. Got so frighten by it. oh well.

All will change when the time comes. TC!

Hey all,

Today was a busy day. haha. Woodlands is alwas busy. so no point whining

I wanna make a confession right here and right now.

A letter to you

Dear You,

It had been a long time since chat on the phone or sms. We rarely meet up and your photos are the only thing that reminds me of how sweet you are. Your voice and your laughter really make my day. Just like a heavy storm turns sunny in a blink of an eye.Makes me kinda addicted to you

However, sometimes things just doesn't goes they way we wanted to. Its all under God's wishes. I do not blame you for that. But when things is just the same over and over again I just have the thinking and feeling that I'm no longer needed in your life. To prevent myself from getting hurt again, It's better for me to have the worst case senario, which is I'm not the person that your heart really wanted. And I try my best to be occupied and busy so that I do not need to call or sms you. And in a way, I was hoping that you might give me a call. But you did not. You alwasys keep me waiting and waiting. Just like hangging on a rope. I'm not on the ground and neither am I in the sky.

I still remeber so fresh the day we went out together watching movie. Hanging at the highest floor at Toa payoh watching the scenary. And every small things you did plays a big role in mending my broken heart. It makes me fallen for you.

For now I only have 3 words to say, "I miss you"

All I need is your love.

Regards

HAfiz

This is a computer generated letter. No signature is required.

Yawn

I'm so tired..spend my off day playing paintball. Against NPC and staff unit. gerek beb. haha. Played 3 rounds of paintball match. Tak sia-sia aku dapat marksman in the force. Out of 3 games I played, my team won 2. I always got hit on the head. I donno how but the paint pallet seems to drop on my head. Sakit dok. Luckily not bleeding. 2nd match was WL NPC regular Vs NS boys. And we won. Haha. Ape ni regular?? anyway they all find me as a threat. So I was marked by them. I can't seem to move from my cover place. As I appear to shoot, paint pallets from 3 directions flew towards me. Lucky I got myself covered.

Overall its a fun day paintballing. One day I'll ask my frenz to go there and play. Its at orchid country club. haha.

see ya!

Hey

Last night was a very exciting night. Work on the street had nver been fun. Check on "Bapoks" who was like 45 yrs old? haha. Fat ugly ones. Haha.

Then while doing spot checks, one of the jailbird got flared up and we almost want to whack him, but his frens help us to cool him down. Yet in the end I smile and say "thank you for your time and sorry if I hurt your feelings" Professional ryt?? haha..bullshit.

Got one robbery case.Unlucky as we are unabled to nabbed the guys. The taxi driver who was being robbed dowan to make police report also. Idiot.

Got one rioting case too. Nabbed a total of 6 guys out of 15. 4 was stopped by my collegued who gave chase, while the other two i managed to nabbed them as we came across them and stopped them to make spot checks. A good team work done by the officers. HaHA. ape lagi hopefully get commanders award la. haha.

before that got one of he msg.case of suspicious baby milk bag in the lift. Thinking of the worst case senario, me and my partner was thinking of a possible bomb attempt. so being cautios and not to die at scene, we carefully check on the bag. But was found empty. Phew. My partner was thinking that there might be foetus in it. Lucky for us.

Went back at around 1030 and fall flat on my bed. Was awaken by a call from my fren as I had an appointment with him to go window shopping. haha. Shop for some jamming stuff. Walk around town to find a bass amp and a guitar strap for myself. But was disappointed when none of them got my attention. sad la.

Tomorrow got in-service. Haiz. Burn another off day. but lucky i got to play paint-ball. yesh!! well be a good experienced for me. looking forward for it. and get myself all piant up. haha

my bad habits is taking over me!!!

Nothing much to blog about. Today been busy working. Was a good tour. Getting myself comfortable with the team and I know how to work.

No major case reported. Only one fire at the coffeeshop. Nothing much. Help to cordon off the area.

Getting myself fucked is like a norm for me already. I don't even care anymore. I'm just a fucking SC. Left 5 more months. Kalau dapat complain pon best jugak. Haha. K merepek.

Becoming my oldself is fun. My Motto "i don't know I no need to know and I dowan to know" Everyday sleep eat and work. I won't be surprise If i gain a few kilos. haha.

Still deciding on the riffs for my song..think2

Hey guyss..and galss

anyway today had jamming session with bdk2 yang tgh NS atau yang da habis NS and those in the regular too at Upper Bt Timah.

Gerek beb. Me on bass, Alif on drums Suffian and Ehsan (did i get his name right??) on guitar and Noh on vocals..

Played old songs. and I really enjoyed myself. 2 hours. it was so damn fun. I don't even realise the time.

we played songs as below:
Only one-yellowcard
Here without you- 3 Doors down
famous Last words- MCR
Ransom letter-pug Jelly
She will be love- maroon 5
Iris- goo goo dolls
Let you go-ashley parker angels
It ends tonight- All American Rejects

Kinda alot for a first timer like me having jamming session with them.

My first sessions with them. Cool bunch of guys. Alif drove us there. Haha. Best!. He always went to the wrong exits and have to travel very far. clocked mileaged huh?? haha

After Jam went for dinner and have our TCS (talking cock session). There are very funny too. haha. gerek beb. Aliff drove us home and when the music is on we sang the whole way. haha. Watch out!! Punkrockers on board!! haha

Looking forward for our next jamming session together!! haha..

Guess i'm changing my songs to punk rock soon. FUCK EMO!!!

Hey all

I'm now at my workplace having my official ease. finish all my paperwork and instead of sleeping here i am blogging. haha. so far, it was a boring tour. escort duty all the way sial. go to Bedok then alexandra hospital den IMH. was on escort from 10 pm all the way to 4 am. and the best part is that after 6 hours of traveliing all over S'pore i still can't take my official ease. only unofficial ones. my partner was so sian that he told me to drive. haha. Only that my parking sux sux sux. get it? if only i got a car to practice everyday.haha.

Ok I'm planning to go shopping. anybody interested to join me?? haha. I'm going to shop for some boxers, belts, tee-shirt, shoes,bass straps and bass amp. look like i got to prepare myself a long list. haha.

I just received my new security pass. and i look at my pic on the pass and say to myself "i look as if i'm only 15. Long ago huh. But some people say i look older in the early 20s. Dammit. DO i look that old?? Well maybe becos of the wrinkles at the side of my eyes. Thats right kids WRINKLES. Dammit. I got to take care of my self- grooming. And I'm picking up old bad habits again.

OK i think i better get some 40 winks if possible.

Last night i went home at 530 am. haha

y??

cos after work go to bt timah and play CS all night long..org giler je buat gitu. And i go with a bunch of policeman. hahaha.

kk. now i gotta present you my latest creation. cheh mane nye bagos je. the lyrics to my latest song.

hey all, Sorry I haven't been updating this thing for such a long time. My com was down and send it for repair. Just got it back today..so here I am blogging.

Ok, joining the 19yrs old club was just like any ordinary day. Only 5 people wish me on the day. And they are so kind to remember. 2 others needed to be reminded. but its ok. its just a birthday and its just like any other day. To all those remember, Thank you so very much!!

Been starting to write songs again. This time I complete in one night. Ok la I would say. Now got to discuss with my band and make the song a real song. Haha. Thnks to some of the ideas that you people gave to re-phrase some sentences.

Oh ya. My result for the poly admission is out. And i got a seat in Republic Poly. Bioelectronic engineering. my first choice. I always fascinated with Biology, how our body works. And Engineering that enhanced people lives. But I'll be joining in the 2008 intake instead. Got to complete my NS

What else can i talk about?

Oh ya..just a few hours ago, i watched my first movie for the year, "300", a cool piece of movie about standing on your own principles. And also about courage and never give up. Cool piece of show. Violent and gruesome. But its a nice movie. confirm can win some awards.

Other than that...

Relationship!!

Its kinda sucks. Why do girls go for bad boys and nice guys always get hurt?? why??

No point waiting for you if you are waiting for someone else. Now i get your hint. Take care

bye2

Hey,

Sorry for not been updating. My com is down so no choice la. I dont even go online nowadays since the damn CPU. Ok March is here. Soon I'll be joining the 19 yrs old gang. Anyways, Its part and parcel of life huh..

Ok..

Job is great. I mean even if its a long work shift and the stupid TL of mine, At the end of the day I still meet lots of people facing their domestic problems and it kinda help me in my future. Good huh becoming a PO. Haha. We all got its up and downs

OK I got to know that JAE result will be out on 6 of march, However i'll be working on that day. hmm, guess I'll be celebrating my day in a police car..haha..its ok...no need for all the pretzie.. as long you wish me its good enough.haha..

Well to my sweetie out dere, no matter how busy you are i'm still here ok..be here waiting for you. Don't blame on yourself ok..cos its not your fault at all.

Ok. I'm out of ideas to blog about. Anything just give me a buzz at my hotline. no use waiting for me to go online cos nowadays i rarely do.

bb!

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