It's the Love that i can't forget.

Hi all..the computer is up and running...wohoo...thankz to my uncle..haha. See what hari raya can do to help the family. Haha..

Okay tonight going to go back to camp. Damm. Another 12 weeks to go. 3 more boring months. Let see what is going to happen in another few weeks time. Soon it will be attachment to some unknown division. Well I donno what can we look forward for it. hope to have some good experience. 3 more weeks it will be driving lesson and soon my class 3 liscense. I already got it in my hand. Maybe after posting out I'll be taking the class 2b liscense secretly. Hmm. Cos my parents forbids me. oh well. After posting out it will be 9 more months to ORD. minus off my leave days, it will be 8 more months. After blinking of the eyes, ORD-oh!!!haha

Ok, relationship is kinda sux. Yesh I'm falling, No I'm not kidding, maybe i'm ready. Well I donno. Been hard when meeting only in a blue moon. Maybe I tried too hard. Its like having a long distance relationship. But this time not even a couple yet.

Well let just wait for time.

Hi all..

Firstly I would like to say Selamat Hari Raya to all who are celebrating. Maaf Zahir dan batin. Forgive all my sins and stuff. If i ever hurt your feelings and stuff.

Well I'm not really a big fan of Hari Raya. Actually kinda bored. The first day already a tregedy, Cos for nothing I was scolded by being rude? Wats so rude about jus sitting in my room with my eyes close?? Kinda boring da to me actually.

And this is my 2nd year celebrating in camp. Yup thats right kids. In CAMP. Dammit. got to go through 3 months of residential course.

My comp is on service with my uncle and I won't be updating every month.

SO yeah. Happy Celebrating!

SICK!!

Thnkz to the haze. Running nose and throat irritations. DAMMIT.

Yesterday was a blast. Meet up with my squadmates to break fast together. Meet them up at Paya Lebar MRT station. Went to Kamoung Melayu to have our dinner. Its like so long since we all meet up together. Especially those who are posted out to PCG and other far away division. And when we are together, one thing that we will never forget is the experience in camp. All the funny stuff that happens. Still fresh in our minds. Those are the days when we have nothing to worried about and just have fun. Even when we were punished or pumped by the F.I.s there will be something to laugh at.

Share you a couple of story.

One of my guys we called him Skirt. Cos when he become squad leader, instead of shouting "Squad sedia!", he shout "Skirt, sedia!".. K thats not the end of the story. Everytime we were pumped, he sweat so much that it look like stagnant water. Some of us call it swimming pool. HAha.

Another story is that the other guy, we call him Black, fell off his bed. He was sleeping on the top bed of the double decker bed. When he just fell and it felt like earthquake. Haha. Funny.

You know what they call me in camp?? They all call me "Boy". Yeah, Cos I'm the youngest in the squad.

Still this memories are one of the best moments in my life.

And when we all meet up, we just can't stop laughing. My mouth cramped.

OK

Some latest update. I'm going back camp next Wednesday after the Hari Raya. Yup. So I won't be blogging till then.

Gonna miss you!

Especially YOU!! You know who you are. hehe.

Had been a fun weekend. HAha.

Well Saturday went to Vivocity to check out the latest happening there. Cool place. Especially at the roof top facing Sentosa. Its a total different than any other shopping centre in singapore. The sea side chill out place can be the next esplanade. Haha. But I still prefer Esplanade when chilling beside the sea is concern. Maybe I should go to the beach to chill. But I donno how to get to east coast park. I 18 years old kid still donno how to get there. Even though not many shops had open yet, the place is already full of people. Talking about Kiasu Singaporean. haha.

After Vivocity went down to geylang. Went out with my collegue, Suffian. Met some of his friends and in the end it was a fun night. Reach home around 1230 am. took the cab home. Share with Suffian. Never in my life I hang out at geylang till the wee hours. Anyway Its the Geylang bazzar area, where the festive season is getting fun. And its not the Red-Light District. I'm a clean guy ok.

Sunday spent at home, becoming a good boy for once. Went around my neighbourhood to do some window shopping and paying my bills. Check out for handphones and bicycle. Saw the Sony Ericsson W 810I. Wow. took my breath away. Than I walk around and look at bicycle. The one that I aim for. Ask the Uncle. Selling me at $140. Than go back home. Play guitar and PSP. Getting emoed remembering someone. Almost cried until I heard the Azan, (prayers call). Time for prayers, and all my emo shit is gone. God saves me from drowning into emo. Thank you God. What my particular friend advise me is kinda true. Forget about her and seek God for help. However It will be hard for me to forget about her completely. But I'm gonna be strong and seek help if I need. Cos part of me is still attached to her and removing it is like removing some parts of my heart.

Anyway, I'm still waiting to meet someone. Maybe things would get better with her.

The title qouted from the song I Miss You by Blink-182.

Had this voice of confusion and dilemma in my head right now. I really need your advise for this.

Its not about BGR or something related to that. Its about my driving. I'm really donno what to do about it.

Last post I told you that I'm going back to camp for training. It last around 3 months with free class 3 driving license . Well yesterday I had my driving lesson with my private instructor. And its almost to my TP and have to go for circuit practice. So last nyt at home I did some accounting and financing with the pay I got yesterday. It turned out that my pay is not enough to cover the lesson fee. Estimated to be $500 for driving alone this month. Wow. Its way over budget. Its my last stretch to getting it and I already spent around $600 for it. But because of tight budget.

My problem is the tight budget. Should I pay that amount of money and get my license next month or should I save the money and get my license for free but it will take another 3 months?? To complete it or to start anew??

So I really need your advise. Please guide me!

PPPppPPppLLLLlllLlLlLeeeeEEEEAaaaAAaaASSSSSSSSSssssSSsSSSEEEEeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi all.. I receive news that I wanna share.

I'll be going for 3 months in camp training. For NPCO course. I always wanted to be in that course and be a NPC officer. Since day one in camp last year when I was a VC. Was very lucky to be able to upgrade to SC when after a month wearing the white uniform. After one year, here is my chance. Get class 3 liscense. Its like a confirm class 3. hehe. Ya i know my TP is just 3 weeks away, I got a choice whether to pass it. Spend almost $600 on it. If not I still be able to get it in camp. And its faster if i fail, compared to those re-taking.

But one thing I hate that it is in camp. Book out on Friday and book in on Sunday night. Going to miss these times that I had with my bros hanging out at town, chilling and KTVing, even go clubbing. haha. Well I'm gonna miss that. Luckily I'm single. If not I'll miss her. Just like last year. Had her picture with me under the pillow. Haiz. Those days.

Anyway I'm looking forward for the experience that I will get. And extra allowance that I will receive. Rather than sitting in office facing the computer and receive less allowance. Get Effed for things we don't do. Maybe sitting in office is a murdering brain cell for me. Only use the certain parts of the brain. And my wish came true and got the chance to see the world.

Maybe this is will be my motivation. I'll miss you.

In conjunction with the month of Ramadan, I found a beautiful video in you tube that I would like to share with all of you. More about Islam and we are all the same. Especially for those Danish that insulted the religion that piority is peace and harmony.

So here it is

Hope You guys have a better understanding of Islam.

P/S:To stop the music go to my profile and stop the music from there.

Peace Out

Hey..I'm back. With a long weekend that just past. I wouldn't say it was a great weekend cos things do happen that wasn't in my things to do list. In the end get fused up. Haiz.

Friday spent playing winning eleven at Azri's place. Hmm. I kinda get the hang of it. And it was fun. Din and the rest get kinda frustrated with my game style of always playing switch. Still I got a long way to go in polishing up my scoring touches since I always said I pressed the wrong button. At first not really familiar since the controls are the opposite of FIFA. Oh well.

Saturday went to Eugene's Bday dinner at PasirRis. Hmm. Was suppose to meet miss bubble first but as usual i got bubbled. Yeah. Cool huh? So I was hanging with Farhan first at Azri's house. Like usual play game and download music. hehe. Typical us. Azri's place can be like our new hangout place. Haha. There is PS2, internet access computer, SCV, guitar, music downloads, air con room and free food. haha.And with great pals that shares everything, who needs a girl?? Haha.
After that I hang out at Esplanade Library. Listen to Plainsunset Album. and read some music scores. My premium membership expired long time ago. So I can't really borrowed the guitar tabs book out. Damn. After that I went to Pasir Ris. break fast and enjoy the time there even when the PSI reached 150. Not many people and Its so quiet. Its Ok.
By 10 we left the place and went to geylang Bazaar. Irman was got kinda lost when riding. Haha. Like exploring the Singapore. By the time we reach Geylang it was 15 Mins to 11. So he parked the bike and walk. The place is packed with people. can feel the Raya atmosphere. After made 1 round, we left the place. Sending me home. Oh well, not Irman's day as he always got lost. End up reaching home at 1230pm. But we was kinda lucky as not involve in an accident that might end up others life including ours. Phew..

Sunday went to watch Philyouth Beautiful Sunday Concert at the esplanade. Was alone. Was there for Miss bubble. After the concert its all alone session for me. SO I hang out at the esplanade for a while before walking all the way down to far east plaza. and having Burger King for break fast. Sad but true.I was kinda frustrated. In the end I got to know her grandfather in hospital suffering from heart attack. Kinda sorry to know. Apologise to her.

Monday went for Microsoft Access Course with Irman. Haha. Reach there, we notice the receptionist. We were like wow. She's the normal average malay girl, working while spending her school vacation I guess. But her eyes are the fatal attractions. I donno why but I always look at the eyes to find beauty. I fell with my ex cos of love at first sight of her eyes. Those days. But I don't have the courage to say Hi to the receptionist. Well I don't mind actually. Pity my friend who si finding love for 22 years and still counting.

Hi all. Was very busy yesterday that I didn't have time to sneak to the web and blog.

Seriously.Was busy with my boss demands and I get all screwed up. Since its the Fasting month, might as well just keep my mouth shut and nod my head, a "yes-man". Okay Its stupid working for this man. One moment you got nothing to do and the next second there's a whole pile of work stacking right in front of you with tight datelines. And if you do it quietly, he say I'm not proactive enough. Hello!! I'm working and not wanking. For nuts i got effed. Ok now half my crap is done. Great.

OK after work went for driving lesson. When I saw him I was thinking "hmm what will i do to make him angry again?" than i sit on the driver seat. Start to move. And The first thing i turn, I went up the curb. HAHAHA. He was like scolding me and telling me check your turning bla3..haha. Drive all the way to woodlands and do the parallel parking. And I Aced it man. Blunder only once. haha. And for the first time he said "very good" haha. Proud sey. The last lesson got alot of mistake cos the parking area that we practiced got gals passing by. Embarassing man. Confident can pass my TP next month.

After Driving lesson get something to break fast at 735 pm. erm 30 mins late. Luckily I don't feel giddy or something. After eating went home and plan to get some snacks at Yishun and I bumped into Farah. Accompany her down to popular and get my snacks before making another turn to get some drinks. And we like seeing Northland students everywhere. Couples of course. So I was thinking..hmm..than how about us?? She's a northlander, I'm a northlander too. We're just friends. DUH! I got better taste. =P. Walk till my left leg almost drop. Cramp pressing the clutch during driving.

Okay I'm taking leave tomorrow. Maybe in the evening meet up with "Putri" and break fast together. See how's the situation like. By the way putri means Princess in malay. So yeah, you learn something new today.

Got this one song I recently download. I donno the real title, cos the title on my com is 10 things i hate about you and in my psp its call cereal. The band? a combo by NoFX Blink 182 Greenday and lots more. With Punk rock and some ska punk at the end. few words from the song, "Everytime I think of you, I see your blue eyes shining through"

Well I'm tired. My eyes are so sick. Facing the com 10 hours straight. Typing every single address of 600 officers?? Even my pinky finger got cramp from stretching the delete button and also the direction keys. I think I'm falling sick. Sneezing and coughing started to infect on me. And with the hazy weather. Making Singapore not having a good view when you are hanging out at esplanade or even your neighbourhood till late nyt. Making things worse. Well all I need is some days off and let me rejuvenate and freshen up myself.

Well last nyt when to woodlands to hang out with Alzrin and Nadzri, my squad-mates in Tracom. Yeah. Talk about BGR that we had. We were like "we enter NS with a gal by our side, now after we post out,to our respective units and Division, everyone start splitting up". And all because the gals played us out behind our back. Went out with other guys when we are suffering in camp or busy with our work. When we give them freedom, they took it as our weakness and stab us in the back. Where were they when we really need them? And the thing is that they go after guys that are not good looking and tall, that give nothing but trouble to their parents and have nothing compared to us who are serving our nation with pride. Sorry cos we can't be there due to work committment, and the gals cannot except it. Haiz. That's the reason I'm not opening up to anyone right now. Cos I can't bare the pain. Sorry if you feel hurt, but this is how I feel.

Why does it happen like this? When we are sincere and looking forward for a future with them, they are the one who destroy everything.

Anyway.

Thank you for loving me.

Today's update boss not around. He is on leave. So as usual alone in office with work not done. Well, kinda tired. Had a peaceful weekend. And my PSP is flat. Dumb of me not charge it last nyt.

Friday nyt went to Geylang with the office peeps. the place there is much more better compared to Kampong Glam. The whole stretch is filled with Bazaar and Hari Raya goodies. Its nice to hang out with them especially those who had ORD. Ended up at suntec city starbucks to chill and have fun. haha.

Saturday stay at home with my dearest family. In the evening went to woodlands to see the bazaar and also to get some food for break fast. Its a happening place in the northern region of Singapore. There's nothing in my hometown, Yishun.

Last nyt went to esplanade alone. yeah. How lonely. Actually wanna give her a surprise visit at her work place. But in the end my plan got back fired. How sweet. Met with Irman on my way there. He with his Poly mates hanging out. So I hang out with them. Maybe it's not fate for us to meet last nyt.Or is it because of something that happen that morning.

Well I donno, maybe I'm kinda superstitious. They say that if your eye lashes fall, it means someone miss you. so you take that hair cell of yours and put it on your hair, so that you coluld meet the person. Obviously I didn't do that cos that eyelash of mine fall into my food. And i threw it away. Hmm?? is it true? Or am I just not being logical?? Haha. Then how about horoscope?? your stars. Mine is Pisces. Well some of the things about Pisces are kinda true to me. Dreamers? Yes I do dream. Sensitive? Ya I am sensitive especially about love and relationship. Creative and imaginative? Yup. Try to be creative and imaginative when solving problems but in the end got back fired.

Anyway I don't think I'm changing my password very soon cos for every relationship it takes time to blossom. Until it blossoms to a beautiful flower that colour my life let the password remains. And I'm planning to go slow. Something like a probationary period. Haha. And it is six months long. HAHA!!