It's the Love that i can't forget.

Watch the new video by greenday?Wake me up when september ends? All about this guy who join the army and the girl got pissed off. haha. Well luckily for me i'm in the police force and my girl doesn't pissed off when she heard that i join early NS. cool

Its lyk next week.haiz in camp for 4 months.and fasting month is coming.so i'll fast there and will nvr break fast with my family for the first time in my 17 years of living.

Today went to "work" and skip CNL practice. Just worried for Uncle edmund. Luckily the new boy came. He's good. Way to good. Wish my sight reading was great. Well neeed more practice.haiz3. When will i be better den now?

Good mrng everybody..

Woke up early to go CMPB with my father. Sign some documents for my early enlistment. Got posted to Police. Kinda expected already. Was hopeing getting into army like my brother. Nvm. As long not in SCDF. Heard the training was a bit lighter in police then army. okay.

So i'll be at Police Academy with my family on the 13 of september 2005. 9 Am. its like next week. For those who wants to wish me luck better do it fast before i'm in camp.

1. We are pleased to inorm you that your application for VEES has been approved and you have been schedule for enlistment on 13/09/2005

First paragraph extract from my Voluntary Early Enlistment Scheme(VEES) Further reporting order.

I'm shock. 2 more weeks and I'm going to boot camp. Isn't that kinda early to sent me the letter?. I'm not prepared. Not mentally nor physically. I'm so dead. Guess I'll be the youngest at camp, while my bro is the shortest in his camp. Outstanding bros huh?..

LAst night I had a talk with my father about doing this things and its all up to me to choose about the future. Because its my future that lies ahead. And he'll just be proud. I was so touched. I almost let my tears flow down.

Thinking about my future,Its kinda a rough road ahead. Music scene in S'pore is still low profile. But I have to make it big one day. Fear that I'm not capable of doing it. Still remember some people say that I should find a prpoer job band play music leisurely. Haiz.

I have my own dreams to come true. So i'll be facing those fears. Prove to them wrong. Acheive my dreams.

So i'm taking this chance to ask for your forgiveness and apology if I had done something wrong. like saying things that hurt your feelings or do things that you had to suffer as a consequences. or saying things in my blog that isn't true.