I'm so tired. was working last nyt, and it was a sleeping tour. haha. Attend one case of a fallen tree that blocks the road. Wanna noe at where? At Turut Track. Haha. Where is it? Some ulu place where only staff and Police officers would go. Haha.
Ok before i forget.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
to all my chinese readers, have a good new year. With new luck and better prosperity. psst, if have, pass me a little. I need luck especially on my love life. Haha
Ok some updates. Farhan got himself a new job at sentosa. Cool huh. Yeah. Thnkz to me who told him about the job. He is now enjoying himself. Good for you man. The pay is good too i heard. Reach up to $8/- an hour.
Taufiq wants to restart the jamming days. We've been quiet for some time now. Great, at least I won't play my guitar at home alone withjout any purpose. For now I got no targets on the band progress. See how it goes. But it would be great if we can write our own songs and perform it.
I still haven't got my PSP back. Since its chinese new year. The shop is close for some time. Nvm. I'll give the shop a call next week and ask for the status. I miss all the songs in my psp. Haiz. Can't play the card using any other devices.
OK. If you see a police officer in woodlands and look like and exactly like me, jus to let you know, IT IS ME!. haha.
My heart got something to confess, Well rather not blog it down.
Tata!
Monday, February 19, 2007 @ updates
Friday, February 16, 2007 @ I was looking forward.
Hey all. Wat a day off. How is it nice not to burn my off days on some stupid stuff or need to recall back. haha. Well so here how it goes.
Went to friday prayers with Farhan and his dad at Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim. Den was suppose to meet someone for a date. That was the plan in my mind. However, I spent the time alone after the friday prayers. To where?? Esplanade. Been 2 months I did not went there.How sweet to just sit by the bay eating Mars chocolate bar and a bottle of Pokka Lychee tea. Yeah. Wat a date huh? Sitting all alone and just enjoy the sun and the sea breeze. Got some construction going on so unable to go to the other side of the bay. Nvm.
So was so down and stop the wait. Go home instead. So as i reach Raffles Place MRT, There is a blood Donation Drive. So got nothing to do and feel bored, i sign up for the donation drive. Second time donating blood. Got to know my Blood type is O+. haha. After 18 years of not knowing my blood group
After that, went home. Disappointed not to date her, cos i was looking forward to spent some time with her. Too bad. Was so looking forward. But from past experience, i knew it would otherwise. I'm not mad at you, cos you met with an accident. Take care ok. Get well soon. =)
I so miss YOU!
Went to friday prayers with Farhan and his dad at Masjid Ahmad Ibrahim. Den was suppose to meet someone for a date. That was the plan in my mind. However, I spent the time alone after the friday prayers. To where?? Esplanade. Been 2 months I did not went there.How sweet to just sit by the bay eating Mars chocolate bar and a bottle of Pokka Lychee tea. Yeah. Wat a date huh? Sitting all alone and just enjoy the sun and the sea breeze. Got some construction going on so unable to go to the other side of the bay. Nvm.
So was so down and stop the wait. Go home instead. So as i reach Raffles Place MRT, There is a blood Donation Drive. So got nothing to do and feel bored, i sign up for the donation drive. Second time donating blood. Got to know my Blood type is O+. haha. After 18 years of not knowing my blood group
After that, went home. Disappointed not to date her, cos i was looking forward to spent some time with her. Too bad. Was so looking forward. But from past experience, i knew it would otherwise. I'm not mad at you, cos you met with an accident. Take care ok. Get well soon. =)
I so miss YOU!
Thursday, February 15, 2007 @ i miss you
I'm so tired. My eyes are like tearing apart. Ok. Work was ok. Some stupid messages i attended. but was sleeping the whole night since there was no message to attend. And we went to some ulu place. haha. The first ulu place was kinda creepy. after sleeping for 10 mins, my regular say better go to other place cos he don't feel right.
Attend some lesbian dispute cos the girl accused the butch for stealing her wallet. so they argue. and that was in the early morning when pple are gg to work and school. The butch was like half naked. she was in her boxers and unbotton shirt without any bra. Wat a sight. Kalau jambu tak pe jugak. hahaha. Daring.
Another case was a guy almost got killed by a flower pot that dropped from the 11 floor. He told us that he was just one meter away from the pot dropping point. Phew.so we attend to the case and did initial investigation. haha. found the unit, and it was an accident. The owner have no thoughts of killing anyone. phew.
Anyway
I miss my PSP.Brought it for repair. haiz. my ears are in total boredom.
Attend some lesbian dispute cos the girl accused the butch for stealing her wallet. so they argue. and that was in the early morning when pple are gg to work and school. The butch was like half naked. she was in her boxers and unbotton shirt without any bra. Wat a sight. Kalau jambu tak pe jugak. hahaha. Daring.
Another case was a guy almost got killed by a flower pot that dropped from the 11 floor. He told us that he was just one meter away from the pot dropping point. Phew.so we attend to the case and did initial investigation. haha. found the unit, and it was an accident. The owner have no thoughts of killing anyone. phew.
Anyway
I miss my PSP.Brought it for repair. haiz. my ears are in total boredom.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 @ crash and burn
ARGH!!!
Well these few days had been a total disaster for me. Dammit.
Event 1:
My PSP brick. Thnks to my lil brother. Haiz. He went to some application and suddenly poof the screen is blank. tried recovery mode and ask my frenz about it. Try again and again, still cannot revived my psp. Haiz. Now i got to go and repair my psp. Dammit. Been uber boring travelling down to work without music in my ears. And still got my Popolocrois game haven't complete yet. Damn. Now got to fork out money to repair my stuff. Just when i'm about to use the money to get something useful for myself. Why must things always be the opposite of what I need??
Event 2:
THese few off days was burn bcos of 3 stupid things,
1) Sentosa retreat with NPC.
It was fun at the Luge. Speed all the way down. Corner with just 2 wheels instead of 4. Racing down the hill. The games was fun too la, was lucky that it was from 2 to 6. Den go home. Wasn't that bad after all
2) Dinner and Dance.
Lousy place, lousy entertainment,lousy lucky draw prizes. It was so boring, but i tried to join in the fun, Laugh appropriatly, clap when needed. haha. But i wasn't the worse la, one of them in my table was super bored and he listen to his mp3 and play with fork and spoon. If i was him, i would have left the place. The event was the same as last year's D&D. BORING~
3) In-service and team bonding.
In-service was actually ok, with the financial planning talk. On saving when you retired or suddenly have some critical illness that may resort in heavy spending of your money. But after the in-service is boring part. Bowling and dinner for the team. My TL wants it so much that many of us are whinning and protesting. Some don't even come. Me as a new member just go la. if not I'll be dead meat. Haiz. He even said to the team, "i have this much of trust on you" And the food SUCKS. Dammit. Lucky didn't spend the wee hours in the toilet.
I'm so tired. Can't really spent my off days resting at home or going out with my frenz. Missing the outside world. Its been long time since I hang out at the Esplanade. The last tym was with Suffian and gang.
Event 3:
Stupid month. I hate this month. Valentines day I'll be spending with Juliet. I'll be Romeo. Working. The only SC for today since one of them doing Romeo 5 and the other one is on off. Preparing to go home late tomorrow. Since I got to do all the returns and other paper work. Lucky for me I got no dates. Its good for me. No need to waste money on flowers and chocolates. No need to dress up so well. No need to apply for leave. No need to endure their stupid characters. And no need to be Mr Nice guy.
To all you guys celebrating Valentines' day, remember to be wear extra protective when having sex. If not you're in deep trouble if you're not prepared. You need infants clothings?? heh. For the single mingles, no need to date and waste yr money on the opposite sex. better use it for your own benefits. Haha.
Sunday, February 11, 2007 @ beautiful sunday?
hey guys...
Hmm donno wat to blog about
Just woke up actually, yesterday been doing night shift. And my team attended 60++ messages. And my DTL was like "crazy ah" he was too busy he didn't know abt it. Haha. I attended 9 messages. Mostly noise pollution. One attempted suicide. But It was just a threaten to his wife. And his wife calls for police. dispute case. Donno whether his wife still cares about him or want to prevent the block to explode, cos the husband treaten that he turn on the gas and he got a lighter. Phew. I was there and was damn lucky it was jus a threat. If not i donno whether i'm still alive or not..
Ok
I've apply for my poly courses and this is the choices I've made
Hmm donno wat to blog about
Just woke up actually, yesterday been doing night shift. And my team attended 60++ messages. And my DTL was like "crazy ah" he was too busy he didn't know abt it. Haha. I attended 9 messages. Mostly noise pollution. One attempted suicide. But It was just a threaten to his wife. And his wife calls for police. dispute case. Donno whether his wife still cares about him or want to prevent the block to explode, cos the husband treaten that he turn on the gas and he got a lighter. Phew. I was there and was damn lucky it was jus a threat. If not i donno whether i'm still alive or not..
Ok
I've apply for my poly courses and this is the choices I've made
- Biomedical Electronic(RP)
- Biomedical Science (SP)
- Electronic(Aerospace Electronic) (TP)
- Engineering Infomatics(NYP)
- Mechatronics Engineering(NYP)
- Communications and Automation Electronic(RP)
- Information Communication Technology (SP)
- Computer Engineering (SP)
- Electrical and Electronic Engineering/ Bioelectronic (SP)
- Electronic and Computer Engineering (NP)
- Computer Engineering (TP)
- Electronics, Computer & Communication Engineering (NYP)
This is my choice order. I'm only interested in the first 3 choices. The rest is distance wise. Put according to the shotest distance from my house first. Haha.
I donno when the result be out. So i got to go and check it out
Tata!
Saturday, February 10, 2007 @ Shivering
Hello all
Those who are taking their results today I hope yr result shows how much effort you put in.
My sis got 7 pointers. Yup 7!!. Kalah abang. Haha. Well feel proud for her. She miss a few points in becoming National's Top student. Oh well. She also got scholarship to RJC but she dowan to go there bcos of politics. Hmm
Ok. Today work. woke up late due to last nyt D&D. Rush down to work. TL was there waiting but he pretend he dont know. Dumb.
Cases today are all minor case. Students smoke and sniff glue. Haiz. Wat are kids doing these days. Got one I began to scold them, and I start to shiver. I was so scared of what is happening to myself. I'm not the type who always scold and be angry even if I have the fierce look. Haiz. I admired those who can control their emotions. Hmm. I wanna be like them. But I guess i'm the mister Nice Guy.
I hate this month of the year, cos the past memories are so painfully tearing up my heart. Stupid month. Dammit. And a few days back, my mum saw her. She told me what she say. Argh. i hate it. Dammit. All i want now is to have a bright future ahead. And I'm going to forget about the past, Forget about you. DAmmit.
All i have now is a clarinetist.
Those who are taking their results today I hope yr result shows how much effort you put in.
My sis got 7 pointers. Yup 7!!. Kalah abang. Haha. Well feel proud for her. She miss a few points in becoming National's Top student. Oh well. She also got scholarship to RJC but she dowan to go there bcos of politics. Hmm
Ok. Today work. woke up late due to last nyt D&D. Rush down to work. TL was there waiting but he pretend he dont know. Dumb.
Cases today are all minor case. Students smoke and sniff glue. Haiz. Wat are kids doing these days. Got one I began to scold them, and I start to shiver. I was so scared of what is happening to myself. I'm not the type who always scold and be angry even if I have the fierce look. Haiz. I admired those who can control their emotions. Hmm. I wanna be like them. But I guess i'm the mister Nice Guy.
I hate this month of the year, cos the past memories are so painfully tearing up my heart. Stupid month. Dammit. And a few days back, my mum saw her. She told me what she say. Argh. i hate it. Dammit. All i want now is to have a bright future ahead. And I'm going to forget about the past, Forget about you. DAmmit.
All i have now is a clarinetist.
Thursday, February 08, 2007 @ Burn
Burn burn burn...
Another of my 2nd off day burn..Haiz..I'll try not to curse.
First was the stupid sentosa outing. Now is the Street craft and D&D. When can i have some time for myself?
Neways..went out with Farhan just now and going out with him surely makes my mouth cramp. We laugh at everything and everyone. HAha. Was searching for a gift for someone. And a baby shop pop out just infront of us. I told him the baby outfit is a good valentine gift. why? cos that night you might have unprotected sex and the baby outfit is just for preparation in a few months ahead. Haha. We laugh at bapoks and someone bangla who wear sarong walking around Plaza Singapura. And Farhan was so scared walking at fort canning hill at 8 pm. haha. He was so terrified that we walk one big round to the other side. haha. Didn't know he got a lot of phobia.
Another of my 2nd off day burn..Haiz..I'll try not to curse.
First was the stupid sentosa outing. Now is the Street craft and D&D. When can i have some time for myself?
Neways..went out with Farhan just now and going out with him surely makes my mouth cramp. We laugh at everything and everyone. HAha. Was searching for a gift for someone. And a baby shop pop out just infront of us. I told him the baby outfit is a good valentine gift. why? cos that night you might have unprotected sex and the baby outfit is just for preparation in a few months ahead. Haha. We laugh at bapoks and someone bangla who wear sarong walking around Plaza Singapura. And Farhan was so scared walking at fort canning hill at 8 pm. haha. He was so terrified that we walk one big round to the other side. haha. Didn't know he got a lot of phobia.
K got to go.
I miss you gerl..asl tak reply my msg?? hmm I miss you..
Monday, February 05, 2007 @ thnkz from the unappreciated
I, Hafiz Alias, would like to say my deepest gratitude to everyone and anyone who doesn't appreciate me, for my contributions and also for my blood sweat and tears. Thank you to all those who thinks i'm a pain in the ass, a loser, no good son of a bi*ch and also a motherf*cker.
haiz
the world full with unappreciated people. When words from someone you look up to makes you feel so down. So useless and so unappreciated. We are only humans. Far from perfection. I dont blame anyone. Its your problem if you hate me. I dont care.
Go ahead. Demoralise me. I'm used to it. Since Secondary school I was demoralised. By my own Bio teacher. Was so down that i got migraine and seeing things. Now my TL is demoralising me. I know i'm new to the team and i won't be for long before ORDing. So go ahead. I'm just there to get some experienced, learn as much as i can and Eff offed from there.
to sweetheart. Thnkz for being there for me even if you are down with fever. Get well soon ok. so we can go out together again. =)
haiz
the world full with unappreciated people. When words from someone you look up to makes you feel so down. So useless and so unappreciated. We are only humans. Far from perfection. I dont blame anyone. Its your problem if you hate me. I dont care.
Go ahead. Demoralise me. I'm used to it. Since Secondary school I was demoralised. By my own Bio teacher. Was so down that i got migraine and seeing things. Now my TL is demoralising me. I know i'm new to the team and i won't be for long before ORDing. So go ahead. I'm just there to get some experienced, learn as much as i can and Eff offed from there.
to sweetheart. Thnkz for being there for me even if you are down with fever. Get well soon ok. so we can go out together again. =)
Saturday, February 03, 2007 @ Insomnic fool me
I need to see the doctor!!.
i can't sleep. Been up for 28 hours already. I need to rest. but i can't sleep. How???
Can the doc prescribe me something??
Am i suffering from insomnia??
God...pls help me!!
i can't sleep. Been up for 28 hours already. I need to rest. but i can't sleep. How???
Can the doc prescribe me something??
Am i suffering from insomnia??
God...pls help me!!
@ Nothing was made easy
Ok I'm back from soccer. Tiring. Especially after th night shift.
Effing tour. Got sarcastic remarks by the complainant. zIdiot. If you donno how it works, don't pretend you know la. Who the law enforcer?? How dare he said Policeman donno how to do work. My Staff sergeant replied, "i don't start wearing the uniform from ystd". And he suggest to leave. So i follow. I tried to explain but that f**ker keep arguing that he is not satisfied.*uc* you la. Stupid old man. why dont you just die in the grave since you're an undertaker. And you dont give respect to the place of the dead as you are an alcoholic. Dumb old man.
Next tym if you dowan to listen, dont call for police if you were beaten up by some pple who hate you.and if you were stabbed and bleed, dont call for help. You dont need the ambulance nor treatment. you deserve to bleed till death comes.
We are here to help you and this is the way you say "thank you".
Other then that stupid incident, the tour was alryt since we went for escort duty. 3 hours of "eat snake" haha.
Life of an officer. Sometimes you get satisfaction, sometimes all you get is a piece of shit just by doing your duty. Haiz
Anyway after 24 hours, i'm still up and wide awake. Somebody pls put me to bed!!!
Effing tour. Got sarcastic remarks by the complainant. zIdiot. If you donno how it works, don't pretend you know la. Who the law enforcer?? How dare he said Policeman donno how to do work. My Staff sergeant replied, "i don't start wearing the uniform from ystd". And he suggest to leave. So i follow. I tried to explain but that f**ker keep arguing that he is not satisfied.*uc* you la. Stupid old man. why dont you just die in the grave since you're an undertaker. And you dont give respect to the place of the dead as you are an alcoholic. Dumb old man.
Next tym if you dowan to listen, dont call for police if you were beaten up by some pple who hate you.and if you were stabbed and bleed, dont call for help. You dont need the ambulance nor treatment. you deserve to bleed till death comes.
We are here to help you and this is the way you say "thank you".
Other then that stupid incident, the tour was alryt since we went for escort duty. 3 hours of "eat snake" haha.
Life of an officer. Sometimes you get satisfaction, sometimes all you get is a piece of shit just by doing your duty. Haiz
Anyway after 24 hours, i'm still up and wide awake. Somebody pls put me to bed!!!
Friday, February 02, 2007 @ Please don't leave me here lyk this
Yawnness....
Still tired from ystd work. Been thru a lot of message and been a good tour. One urgent case i attended was there was a guy totally naked and running around the neighbourhood. And when SC/Cpl Hafiz and partner arrived, too bad the guy ran away. No choice but to take down statement.
Actually Police work is something like a psychatrist. Advising people to think properly before making the decision. Like one case I attend with my partner, Case of dispute between husband and wife. My partner really advise them to think properly. Background of the case is that the couple been married for only 2 months. but the husband is those hot tempered guy and not working cos he had met with an accident. The wife is a staff nurse. They fought over money matters and the guy threaten to beat her up. The wife knew that her huband have been taking some medicine and even mixed up with other medicine to get high. My partner really counsel the 2 party and to think about it seriously.
One thing i like about becoming a Police Officer is respect. Helping those in need and in the end they say "thank you" really satisfied me. Even if i'm jus an NS boy. But the public don't know.
Anyway kids nowadays are very brave and bold. At a young age they steal and run away from home. Haiz. Wat are the younger generations doing.
Hmm
anyway why am i so into Police work??
OK
back to personal stuff.
Been walking around the neighbourhood and saw alot of secondary sch kids. Make me reflect those great times in school. especially those couples. Haha. It made me realise how young I am when i got myself into relationship. Haha.
I was so young and dumb then. Thinking that my life is a straight and easy road. Was so clueless until the moment i step out of school and met the real world. And my straight and easy road had changed to a bumpy and confusing road. Which turn shall i made?? Left? Right? or just straight ahead?? obviously there will be no U turns.
Soon i'm gonna be 19 and i got to plan my road ahead. and of course some back up plans.
to yaty: happy belated B'dae..sorry eh aku smlm keje sampai lupe. Wish you all the best on your future endevour. Nak present? Bole..bole belah...jkjk
hehe.gtg!
Still tired from ystd work. Been thru a lot of message and been a good tour. One urgent case i attended was there was a guy totally naked and running around the neighbourhood. And when SC/Cpl Hafiz and partner arrived, too bad the guy ran away. No choice but to take down statement.
Actually Police work is something like a psychatrist. Advising people to think properly before making the decision. Like one case I attend with my partner, Case of dispute between husband and wife. My partner really advise them to think properly. Background of the case is that the couple been married for only 2 months. but the husband is those hot tempered guy and not working cos he had met with an accident. The wife is a staff nurse. They fought over money matters and the guy threaten to beat her up. The wife knew that her huband have been taking some medicine and even mixed up with other medicine to get high. My partner really counsel the 2 party and to think about it seriously.
One thing i like about becoming a Police Officer is respect. Helping those in need and in the end they say "thank you" really satisfied me. Even if i'm jus an NS boy. But the public don't know.
Anyway kids nowadays are very brave and bold. At a young age they steal and run away from home. Haiz. Wat are the younger generations doing.
Hmm
anyway why am i so into Police work??
OK
back to personal stuff.
Been walking around the neighbourhood and saw alot of secondary sch kids. Make me reflect those great times in school. especially those couples. Haha. It made me realise how young I am when i got myself into relationship. Haha.
I was so young and dumb then. Thinking that my life is a straight and easy road. Was so clueless until the moment i step out of school and met the real world. And my straight and easy road had changed to a bumpy and confusing road. Which turn shall i made?? Left? Right? or just straight ahead?? obviously there will be no U turns.
Soon i'm gonna be 19 and i got to plan my road ahead. and of course some back up plans.
to yaty: happy belated B'dae..sorry eh aku smlm keje sampai lupe. Wish you all the best on your future endevour. Nak present? Bole..bole belah...jkjk
hehe.gtg!
