Reflections
Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 10 hours
10 more hours before I'll be leaving home. Leaving home for an adventure I had always been looking forward to.
Leave the country, leave the lights and sounds, leaving my comfort zone to explore the gifts of the Almighty.

Therefore, I would like to request you people to pray for me to have a safe journey going there and coming back too.

Ok. If you guys still donno where I am going. I am going to Gunung Tahan. Its in the deep jungle in malaysia. Its the not the heighest (2187m) compared to mount Kinabalu in Sabah (4095m), however, it is the toughest. (See the map attached) There are two routes to the peak. One by Kuala Tahan another is by Merapoh. Due to constriction of time, (we got to conquer and come back down by 4 days) we going by Merapoh.
Kuala Tahan Route

Merapoh Route

Eventhough it is a easier route compare to Kuala Tahan, risk is still there. I was told to be prepared to face leeches, cross rivers which is as deep as neck level and wet days.


This is nothing compared to OBS. One thing for sure, I can have a starry night. I loike =)

Friday, October 24, 2008 @
"The pain I keep inside
The pain that makes me "me""
-Save me from me, Amber Pacific.

A new pair of shoe, a new running route. But will that help in escaping and running away from the problem?

No matter where I go, what I do, and get myself hallucinated, things doesn't seem to change. Irresponsible will still be that way. People like me have to suffer.

"EMOTION, that's my middle name"
-Emotion, MXPX

People in W26R
Sorry for my moody face. Sorry I didn't make my presence felt. Sorry for not shouting "RECESS!!" during the first breakout.

Sunshine:
Sorry for making you worried.

I am ok. I'm just thinking too much.

PEace out.

Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ How time flies
Tick tock tick tock, its the end of week 7 of school semester. Vacation break is just around the corner, which is this weekend and its only for a week. It does not have any difference having break, or school. Well I'm already adapt to the school environment so well that its like a normal routine.

Well next week, I'll be out of town for one week. Going Pahang to climb mountain. Gunung Tahan, here I come. The planning was a bit off as we planned to depart on friday night however due to tickets being sold out, we got to depart on Sunday morning, 530am. Wahh. it will be difficult to open my eyes. Saturday night confirm I will sleep quite late. I think I will stay overnight and sleep in the train ride to Malaysia. So I finally done my personal food shopping. And I left with $1 in my spending account. WAHHH!! I still have not get some of my gear like hiking shoe, sandals, track pants, insect repellent, bla bla bla. Grr..Been spending alot on, wait let me think, ermm, uuuuhhhhh, what ah?..food??? Haha. Eat alot, waste alot, not getting any fatter. HAHAHA.

Though some of the stuff not prepared, the most important thing is getting my mind prepared for the worst. It will be fun. Believe me.

Even so, I'm not prepared to leave sunshine for a week. I will miss you. Sheila helps, but sometimes listening to sheila will make me remember you.

Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ Box of Chocolates


"Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get."
-Forrest Gump (1994)
When you are happy now, the next moment you can be pissed off. When you are healthy living now, you may die the next morning.
In short, VALUE the things around you. Family, love ones and friends. Because you may never know what will happen next. Do not take them for granted. Nobody like to be treated that way. Not you, not me.

Friday, October 17, 2008 @ Are you Happy?

If that really makes you happy, good for you.

But in your blurry Happy vision, you are an embarassment.

@ Things are getting clear...

In class now. SOLO is presenting. Blaahhh.

Anyway, the water face of each individual is getting clearer. There are names that had been post on their forehead. The names such as Uncle Cab, Prof YP and SOLO. Blahh. Class was fun when they are being laughed at?? haha. This prove that guys like me also gossip. Haha

I'm listening to Hindi music. Thanks to my classmate who is from India. Haha. It did not take me long before I'm grooving to the beats. Haha. So people, drop everything you are doing and lets BANGHRA!!!

so here are some pictures of Raya moments!

More pictures you can go here:

http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b137/zorro1822003/SEoul%20Garden%20raya/

http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b137/zorro1822003/Sunday%20Raya%20with%20Family/

http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b137/zorro1822003/Raya%20with%20Secondary%20peeps/

Enjoy.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ What's next?!

I'm having my maths test in a few hours time and I am here blogging away. I realise that I haven't been reflecting much these few weeks as I was busy with Raya and other personal committment. My days had to be carefully planned before I can do things in a much easier way without to worry about other matters.

It had been a tiring week. Weekends Raya visiting, Monday and Thursday training, Tues, Wed and Fri work. So the time I got to myself to talk to someone and express myself will be late night. This increase my sleeping debts which not included interest yet.

There are more to be blog about, but I almost was stepped. So till then

Friday, October 10, 2008 @ Blue sky.

As I sit down and listen, to the stories that you share

My mind was splash, with stories on my own

Stories that once colour my life, my dream and fantasy

Just like a painter that brush the canvas sheet

Fine stroke avoiding mistake, showing clarity

As I look back at the canvas sheet

That is framed on the walls of my heart

How I realize, how far we have been apart

I stop, stare and wonder

What would it be like, differently?

Am I lost in this path I decided to take?

Or is this what it meant by fate?

Even if the hope is gone

I got to be strong

Move along

At the end of the road

There, will I find Peace

There, will I find Bliss

So I was in the mosque, listening to the sermonts. Trying my best to defeat those bad guys that tried to shut my eyes. I look out at the frame showing the world how beautiful blue sky is. It was peaceful. I just glued there and feel how great it was being peaceful. I really adore peacefulness.

I am yet to find peace in me. Peace brings Bliss.

Monday, October 06, 2008 @ Please.

I'm begging you Sheila. Dont give me attitude please. I brought you on my 14Km run and you show me this. Please dear. I need you more than anyone else. Who will I listen to when I'm going off to school? Who will give me the inspiration to start the day with the right note? No one feels me like you do Sheila. Please. Don't pull me down can?

So today training was for the running hardcore. We ran like 2 hours. This is the route. I really took my new shoe to the test. I just bought a new pair of NewBalance shoe. So we went out for a running test. And I so loving it.

Class was hit with blues and grey sky. I just feel like sleeping. Though sleeping does not give me an A, but the feeling of syiokness influence me to cover my face with the hood and ZZZ.

Though blueeeness strikes me, seeing your face brings the warmth back. Thanks mochafrappe with whipcream and caramel syrup =).

Ok my legs are aching and I need to study for tomorrow UT. See ya.

PS: Pray that Sheila will be ok.

Thursday, October 02, 2008 @ I just feel like...

Before I start,

I just feel like SCRRREEEAAAMMINNG MY ASS OFF!!

ok here goes.

Hari Raya was great. Not alot of pretty pictures to show here. But I look awesome la. Haha. Relax Hafiz, don't get your nose high up yet.

I'm not getting younger, so I don't play with my younger cousins. I just sit there and keeping myself quiet. Sitting among my uncles. Atleast my presence was felt. Haha. If not, I'll be standing one corner. Like security guard already la.

Total my family went to 4 houses. Went to the elderly. Sad-sad moments la. One of my grand-aunt lost one of her son, my uncle DUH!!, during the fasting month. God loves him more i guess. I didn't even managed to visit him to pay my last respect. I pray that God bless him.

There were laughter and there were tears too. The day that tissue papers are in high demand. This Hari Raya was an eye opener for me cos it shows how everybody loves and value each other. People come together to seek forgiveness from the past sins they had made.

After thinking about it, I will not write about how shitified I am right now and Yes!! you are right. DAMN RIGHT!! who am I anyway???

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