Reflections
Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ cho.co.late
Wee.. got a big bar of chocolate. Got it from a colleague. hehe. She gave it to me after helping her do returning. haha.

If everyday get free chocolate..yummy...

And I, today, told myself to eat more to gain body mass. To get in shape and look better. haha. So I ate 4 pieces of toast bread and teh for breakfast.
Bryani, Milo peng and 3 pieces of goreng pisang for lunch.
Going home I ate a slice of honeydew and Milo peng
and
Reach home, I ate rice with sotong and chocolates!! haha.. Tummy getting bigger. Tomorrow morning go to the toilet and excrete everyting out. Haha.

Thats the reason why I didn't go wider. Cos my bowel movement is damn fast!

And now I'm drinking 2 liter of plain water while typing this entry.

haha!

Monday, October 29, 2007 @ Half-Time
Ok now half time for Arsenal vs Liverpool match. So I'm gonna make this fast and quick.

Morning went for soccer. Was fun. But my fitness really drop tremendously. Faiz join us. He played keeper. Then I was playing either right back or left back. Had to run up and down. Made a few chances and strike for goals but no goal.my Stamina really bring my game down. I can't run like I used to. Maybe time for me to train up again.

After Soccer, crash at Farhan's place (again) and yeap, finally ate mummy's cooking.. And his dad joked with us and Faiz was like laughing and luckily didn't choke or spit out his food. Haha. After that, up to the bachelor's room for some guitaring session while the family entertaining their Raya guest below. After that farhan's Dad and Lynn joined us. Faiz played some song for them. Lynn sang too. Fuh macam Acha Septriasa. But can hear she was nervous as her voice was shaking. Nevertheless the duet was beautiful. Haha

After that off to home and face this flat screen, watch bleach and check for some updates. My mum then want to play the com and I was sleeping. So now I took over the com and watching the live telecast of today's big match.

Ok. I finally finish writting this new song. But got to do some touch up here and there. Lyrics will be up soon.

Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ Everything's Magic
It is Saturday. A gloomy morning to start with. It was raining at my place here. So I was having a good time sleeping. HAha..I forgot what dream I had last night.

So I was enjoying my sleep that I woke up late and eventually did not turn up for VSC stuff. Haha.

My uncle had open house today. So I went there later in the afternoon. Took a bus straight from Interchange and had a long music ride. But those stupid young people blasting their music and talking ever so loudly really pissed me off. They are like lack of attention and really need it desperately. I wasn't even like that when I was enjoying my youth.

So reach there ate and ate non stop and play with my little cousins. Haha. Cute la. haha.

Oh yeah. I got Forte 3 video after like 3 years?? Met Jing Ying before proceeding to my uncle place to get it. Was getting it since Aravind want to watch it. The quality kinda sucks. Those memories still fresh in my head. But I kinda hate it. Because of the stuff that happen and some band politics and my unhappiness not to be recognized for supporting the main melody ALONE. Dammit. But even that, I still stuck with band even hours before O level. The drive to play music and perform was still the best. And now, even not in a symphonic band (after AWOL from CNL) The formation of a new band hopefully be good.

So sometimes Everything is MAGIC. Listen to it by the band Angel & Airwaves.

Friday, October 26, 2007 @ Its tough
OK
i'm beggining to write a new song. I've done the chorus. Left the verse and other stuff. Beside that I got to practice some other songs. Its tough

Today work was very very messy.

Tomorrow got to submit my stuff to VSC. Mcm lazy to go. Haha. I still haven't photocopy those stuff that need to be photocopied.

DAMN

so here are some random pics to go..


An open Mind Opens Doors (sounds grammatically wrong)

DAYTONA!!!
Our Private show
Chords to practice

@ Hahaha..purposely
Today, I punch in to work at 1347hrs. Because I damn lazy to wake up early in the morning to drag my feet to work. Well actually I can but I just don't want. I woke up early enuf to texted my fren to informed the supervisors that I'm on half day because I'm not feeling well. I was feeling lazy. Haha..and he told them that I'm on MC. Anyhow only!!

Was feeling lazy because I spent the whole day on Wed out. After work went to Bt Batok before to Marsiling and went home. Reach home at 1 am. haha. So yeah. That explains my laziness..

At work also waste time. If I know I don't come. Lucky I clocked enuf time to cover my taxi fare. Haha..

Ok la. After Work met with Farhan and Faiz. Had our first guitar session. Gerek sey. We play mostly malay songs and joke around. Haha. I realised that musicians can click very well with other musicians. Haha. At first Farhan house was only us. Then when the whole family returned home, we are like performing. But I did most of the cock-ups. And laugh the hell out. Farhan's dad was like saying "macam nak ketok kepale die" haha..And mummy comment that faiz has a great voice. Haha. Maybe our first performance will be at a wedding reception. Faiz cousin getting married and his uncle invite him to bring along a band to play. See how everything goes. For now I got to practice.

Monday, October 22, 2007 @ Rainy morning and nights
Wassup with the weather nowadays?? It starts to rain from night all the way to the morning and in the afternoon it gets hot and humid before start to pour again in the evening??


Anyway, its a cool night to sleep that I got lazy waking up to work.


Ok so as per normal. Punch in 830 or later (never early) and punch out 5.30 or later (also never early). haha. But one thing is that pple start talking to me. Haha..I was so damn quiet, and now pple start to talk to me abt my future and stuff. And my laughter can be heard all the way down the office. I'm not the only one with the hard laugh ok. They are other pple who laugh as hard as I do. Haha..


OK..


I got a new friend and his name is Faiz. I knew him through Farhan. He badly wants to perform in gigs and want to go keboom! with his band. But he required a committed band members. And he wants me to join in. So yeah. I'm in for the bass. So lets go keboom! together. And I met him on Friday night and we were like talking and joking like we've been knowing each other for ages. HAHA..


Let me talk abt this guy. His brother was a local black metal guitarist legend and played with Mayhem and been to Ipoh, Malaysia to play. All the black metal pple in singapore knows his brother. So his brother taught him how to play guitar. Cool la. Very the good. Haha.. And his originals. If I was to compile it, It will be 2 albums. And all the songs are so Damn GOOD. Really. The one he wrote with Farhan was fantastic. Haha..Surely one day the band going to KEBOOM!!!


Oh yeah..ysterday I went out and Jln Raya with Hana, Khai, syidin, Tinnie and a bit of Razila. Haha.. Razilla followed us for 2 house and went home. So yeah, Had a lot of fun meetin with the old band members and getting updates with one another.


So here are the pics taken at Razilla's lovely home.



The Crew

The 3 Pirates. (WTH??!!, Swing-swing, TEN!!)

the 3 ladies

Hmm..still waiting for photos from other pple who took it..haha..

Friday, October 19, 2007 @ Being updated
Oh kay

The raya seems a good thing...

well updated on my family..

and most of them said I got the "Police" look..and following my father footsteps.

haha

and I got to noe one of my cousin organized gigs. And one sad fact she said was Punk rock are dying in the scene..damn...

Punk rock motivates me to go through another gruelling day. Not some emo shit songs or headbangging metals. Hip hop and R&B?? Stop it la..haha.

ok..today after work lepak with Syaril at Vivo. Talk abt the past and the present getting to noe him better. My first impression on him was like, "oh no another lembut type" but infact he is a cool guy. I always have bad impression on pple who eventually turns out to better then expected. haha..

oh ya..one last thing before I go off..earlier on VSC called me to come down for briefing at PCC on mon at 730. I guess I got it!!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ Syawal telah tiba!!
Hello people..hows your Hari Raya celebration?? Gerek bukan??


haha..


I had a blast too..


Unfortunately, I caught a cold and sore throat on that very same day. Maybe because of the coool weather. The sore throat happens because I sang too much of raya song. Haha.

First day was happening when all of the cousins and aunts and uncle crashed my house. But too bad, my camera was without any batteries so didn't get any pics.

2nd day was better as we, 5 cars, went over all over singapore to meet our relatives. so here are some of the Pics..more pics at my photobucket



Kuih-muih di atas meja. Jauh dari indon ke Singapura menyambut AidilFitri

OK this is my cousin name Hafiz. My sis and some of my relative said we look alike in some angle. So you be the judge.

More pics at this link: http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b137/zorro1822003/2nd%20day%20syawal/

Thats him


This is me

So yeah. Cool huh. Its been like 3 years I'm not celebrating Hari Raya with the Family.

Year 2004-GCE O Level

Year 2005- NS Training in Tracom

Year 2006- NPCO Course in HTA.

So now I'm back to enjoy!!

whee...

Friday, October 12, 2007 @ Salam Lebaran
Hari Raya is here..wohoo...

So i wanna wish you all a happy Hari Raya and I wanna take this opportunity to apologized to all you peeps out there for all my wrong doings that hurt you both physically and emotionally.

The last day of the fasting month and like any other years, I did something bad. Haha..

This year, I skipped work. Was too late to go to work so instead of getting whack left right centre for the lateness, I came up with excuses not to go to work. Haha. Was late because got miscommunicated with fadz. Haha..So in the end we slack at CCk until 5 that I decided to go back home. And my parents didn't ask me why I was back earlier then expected..phew..

ok. So Raya getting me so hyped that I sang all the Raya songs as if I was Karaoke-ing it. Haha. I sang like nobody business until my dad shouted to quiet down. Haha..

Finally got my room tidy up. and my brother is a useless bum that he didn't even tidy up his stuff.. What I did was dump all his stuff onto his shelf and then told him to tidy up...And up until now, he is playing PSP and lying on the matress...lazy..no wonder he went horizontal. Haha..

OK la..I need to go help my mum now. The house have not been swept nor mop yet. Haha..

Chows.

"Balik Kampung oh oh oh balik kampung"

Thursday, October 11, 2007 @ Work Sucks I know
Argghh...

too tired to blog these few days...Caused after work go and lepak. until late night..so damn tired that I feel lazy to work. yup.

And

MY JOB SUCKS...

A lone ranger now. Cik Tina call me "Child" now instead of "Children" when my partner was still around. The place now is sure not kecoh-rable. But I try to make it kecohrable la. Having Fadz around is sure fun but tomorrow his last day. Damn the supervisor. She said that there is too many people yet she is having interview with someone new. Wth...

Dammint.

Anyways, Went shopping last night at Geylang. Bought myself a pair of chapal for the raya. got at the discount of $15/- intead of the market price of $18/- to $20/-. haha. And that is when Fadz open the price at $15 and when we said we look at other place, the salesman straight away give the price. haha. Other then that, I really shopped for food. Haha. I broke fast eating Kebab and Sotong Char Kuey and had a cup of bubble Tea. Nice..then I bough Dendeng and air katriya. Really spent my money on good street food. Haha..I loike.


Before that we break our fast at the carpark opposite Tanjong Katong Complex and then we were "attacked" by Pakistanist. The first one gave us a card with Allah SWT 99 names on it. He said he sincerly want to give us. but when we took it, he ask us for money. A dollar or two. So is the card is given to us sincerely or not?? So in the end we declined. Then not more then 5 mins later, another one approached us. This time he "sincerely" gave us a sticker with God's and Prophet's name on it. The same thing he asked for money. And the convo goes like this:

Fadz: Sorry I got no small change
Mr Pakistan: Its ok I got change for you. (starts to take out his bag)
Fadz: I don't think you got my change. (gave back the sticker to Mr pakistan)

LOL

He really have change for us huh?? haha.

Hmm, my preparation for Hari Raya is as simple as possible. 2 more days to go. Tomorrow is the eve and I'm working full day. Thnkz. I should opt for half day but thinking of the cash I'll lost. So I better work full day. And my relative from Jakarta coming to town.

AND MY ROOM IS STILL IN A MESS


I really need to go for some more retail therapy. Ok I just bought 3 pairs of ankle socks at $8 at John little. I wanna buy the leather belt from Giodarno and a pair of sneakers.

My fav Yellow converse had really worn off. She been with me for like 4 years now. Been through thick and thin together. We went swimming and trekking during our time at OBS. My real GF wasn't even there. Spent the first week in Police Academy together. Went bowling, walk all over singapore. She smelt my feet and felt my tears. And one thing I realise is that I should keep you dry at all times. If not my feet will turn yellow. Haha. I really love my yellow sneakers.

Oh ya.. The song,Cupid's Chokehold, by Gym Class Hero is stuck in my head. Badadada Badadada...

Tuesday, October 09, 2007 @ Her smile makes me go senile...
Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...

thats right. I'm going senile. Ward 12 NUH. HOPE Care centre. You'll find me there.. And its all your fault!!

Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...Her smile makes me go senile...

was out the whole day la. After meeting mat2 rempit, went off and meet with Ms annoyingly anoynamous. she wants to call that in the blog... had a nice chat with her under the cold night..

Now reach home..time to dozzed off.

I donno whether this is coincidence or signs..

Background info: I always listen to my mp3 on my hp until I dozed off...

A few days back I was dreaming of the one who made me go bonkers abt her smile that I woke up and realise my phone is playing "Kerana Dia Kamu" by Ungu. Its a malay song by Indon band. A summary of the song: I love her because she is you.

A good dream???

And yesterday I had a dream about having a relationship and when I woke up the song being played by my HP is Beautiful girl by Sean Kingston. Abt how beautiful girls made boys feel like suicidal..hmm.

A bad dream I guess...

I wonder what will tomorrow be??

Saturday, October 06, 2007 @ Lets dream
Yawness...and its 5.40 pm in the lazy saturday afternoon...was so tired from yesterday. After work went to Vivo with Fadz and meet up with Irman. Hah..stay there until 1230 am and thats when I realise that there is no more bus nor train to go home. SO took a cab home and reach home like 20 mins. Like in a crazy taxi. The driver went up to 120km/hr on the expressway. Hah..

Anyway there are quite some things happen in between.

Let me summarise.

Yesterday was Rohani's Bdae. Didn't really wish her though. So Rohani Happy Belated Bdae. Enjoy your ninteen-ness before reaching the twenties...

Ystrday was also Jina last day working at MRO before her school term starts. Well Jina, I wish you all the best in your future endevour. I had a blast working with you even if its like only one month. the kecohness cannot be replaced by anyone I noe there at MRO.

Yesterday, Jina replacement also arrived. He basically study all from filing to tracing to returning. His name is Adyduldin I think. He is quite positive and I bet he will pick up the stuff in office.

And yesterday, while hanging out with the boys, we talk about joining venture and start a tee shirt printing design. Call it NERDIZ. based on nerds. I was so excited abt it that after settling down upon reaching home, I grab a paper and pen and start drawing what is in my head. until close to 3.30 that i stop to get some rest. Now I'm doing research on how all nerds are similiar. haha. And I believed that everyone have their nerdiness in them. Even if they are not obvious.

Nerdiz...Even nerds have dreams too. I got this tagline when all of us were dreaming of getting a website to promote our stuff and going global..haha. So lets DReAM

Friday, October 05, 2007 @ Been Busted....
Sian sian sian

Been busted for having 2 hours of lunch break. Damned. And now I got a whole new work plan to follow. And its worst then having a partner to make a crime together. Now I've been punished. Sad ah..but what to do. Now I'm a lone ranger. alone doing my work and alone amusing myself. Like F la. Now instead of filing number 00 to 39 with a partner, Its all me myself and I. and each number have like 50 casenotes. so 50 casenotes multiply by 40 numbers is 2000 casenotes to file and have to complete before 1pm. which is about 4hrs 30mins. so I got 270 mins to file 2000 case notes. that means I got to file approx 8 casenotes per minute.
THIS IS MADNESS, MADNESS THIS IS!!!
Anyway, office politics are always around. No matter wherever you go.
*deep breath*
Ok so finally got her reply..sweet...I want to know her better. Seriously and sincerly. No tricks under my sleeve. I'll be completly honest. really la..why? you all don't trust me is it?? your pasal la..haha.

Thursday, October 04, 2007 @ No reply.....
I'm waiting for her to reply...pls do...

I'm starting to day dream...

Ok lets start with today's I mean yesterday happenings...

Went to work. Woke up late and rush down to work. Luckily reach on time. Phew. Lunch break I saw one of Woodlands FRC cars parked outside the hospital. Made a check and its my team on duty and got to know kenneth and Rafidah was on ward duty. Paid them a visit. Haha. Catch up with them. Cool la la laaa...and i had a private conversation with Kenneth abt the accused and I laughed my head off. ROFL..haha..funny sia. I won't put it up here cos its OSA. Short for official Secrecy Act. so too bad...

K then after lunch back to work, until Fadz call me that he was lost. Haha, so fetched him for the interview. Ok and he did the interview quite well and got the place. Before that there was also another guy interview. I heard he got it also. So either one of them is replacing Jina..who will that be??

Going home time, bumb into my cousin at JE interchange. She look so stressed. Then in the train I asked her why she so stressed and kanciong. She said she have to fight for seats. haha. Like those auntie2 that rushed in for seat. So took the ride together until Yishun. She was meeting her friend. And it was a pleasant journey. Talked with her and laugh at jokes. Making fun of fat ladies that look as if they are pregnant and we just do not want to gave up our seat. haha..I noe we are evil..haha.. Meeting them again next week during Hari Raya..wohhooo..Can't wait..and I got the news this year the whole big family going to have the Raya travelling in a bus together!! wee

Then now sitting infront of the com and waiting for her to reply..pls reply...pls

oh ya, Just now i was having a bad feeling and suddenly "POP!" the whole house went into darkness..haha..now ok already...

so I'm waiting..pls reply..

Tuesday, October 02, 2007 @ As life goes on...
RESPONSIBILITY

a big word huh?. Thnkz to Northland Secondary School. The school which I attended for 4 years and have the slogan "Responsible and Resolute" R&R. Responsibility is part of me now. Actually I learnt that stuff not from school. Secondary school teach you nothing but preparation for O levels, haha. Other then that, all you need to know about life you have to go through it and experienced it yourself. Caused the textbook doesn't teach you what to do on your first date and stuff like that.

Actually this big word is a must for everyone. Its true. You have to be responsible for your own actions and doings. If not you will suffer. BIG TIME.

I learned this during my time in NS. Even when I was serving the nation, it does not mean that I am not liable for the punishment if I did one irresponsible mistake. The punishment is not those push-up or jumping jacks and run around the stadium. The punishment is real punishment from fine to inprisonment or higher depend on the charges pressed against you.

And that really helps when your time in NS ends and you step into the Real World. The world that you have to stand on your own two feet or fall 6 feet under. (figure that out) Especially in a country like singapore where you have to save for your retirement time.

What I really wanna put the point across is that, please la if you are working then be responsible la. If not the whole job cannot be done by the aimed target. And its because of you the whole team failed. Dammit.

So all the kids and young people out there, Pls learn to be responsible.

anyway, I felt kinda lonely. Not because i was thinking of the past. But because I missed God. Yup I really missed him. Felt as if I abandoned HIM once my worries were gone. I should have appreciate it. Should feel greatful and be humble. I should do my prayers more often. THere is still time to repent. I'm so sorry.

Monday, October 01, 2007 @ a new way....
Hello there living human souls..haha

Today went to work. Like usual. walk to MRT station, took the train with the MI girl. I read my book until Jurong East MRT Station to switch train. Received a call from my colleague that he is warded at NUH for his illness. Then switch trains. Reached Buona Vista at 0745hrs. Early huh..so I decided to take a walk and walk all the way to work. Reached work at 0825hrs. Hmm..30++ mins walk. Kinda far eh?? haha

So yeah.

Break time the partner in crime went to visit our colleague at ward 41 bed 30. haha. He was sleeping so soundly, until the food arrives and had to wake him up?? then he was surprised to see us there looking over him. Isn't it great to have friends like me and Jina?? ahaha..So we talked about what happen and got to know that his parents brought him in for precaution purpose. Then all of us dozed off until break time is over.

Going home I took bus 983 to woodlands. I thought it will be a fast ride. In the end it went through TohGuan, Bt Batok, Bt Panjang and other industrial area before reaching woodlands. Reach home like normal timing. I made a mistake to sit all the way through the journey before riding 965 home. I should have alight at Bt Panjang and took 171 or drop at Marsiling MRT and took the train..haha..mistake I learned today.

Anyhow i wanna say this to my partner in crime. Since you are counting down...

EH KAWAN KAU LAWA AH!!!

ahakz

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