I'm stuck in a moment that I can't get out of.

Oh God. Please assist me. I need all the strength I have to take that small steps of courage to make a difference in me.

Time just keep moving on. I'm way out of schedule.

Amin

SEG Orientation camp Pics can be found at this following link!!

http://picasaweb.google.com/kame.othman/SegOrientationCamp2008

haha. It was a fun day on the 2nd and final day SEG Orientation camp.

Kick start with the rope jumping game. Where all the team members have to skip on one super llloooooonnnnnngggg rope. mind you I got 13 members including myself. Haha. And it was fun as most of the time I start the ball rolling by being the active and the first one to start jumping. THen when all come in. Fun la. We even won when we was challenged by the other team. We got 7 people jumping together and beat the rest who managed only 5. Haha. We even made our personal best to jump 10 times with 10 people in it. haha. Beat that.

Then there was the amazing race that we ran around the campus and shouting like a hooligan, completing each obstacles. How weird it was. Caught in the rain. Got forfeited. And in the end we came in 2nd. haha. That goes most of my voice and now its sore. Haha.

Then there was this jumper game where we have to jump on the boxes and eliminate our opponents. This is an individual game. Haha. And I qualified to the final 4. Haha. Got 3rd instead. They change the rules where only diagonals. No more Vertical and horizontal. No if not I final 2 sey. Booo!! haha.

But the most important thing is that, Team Love won the Best Team Award. Haha. My team beb. haha.

And we ended up having a buffet dinner and photo taking.

My student leaders, Shy and Kimie, appointed me to be the team captain but I gave others a chance by letting someone else lead. I now understand when they say "to be a good leader, you have to be a good follower".If you don't follow what the leaders told you to do, You can't simply lead a group of men. Because Others who were in your team before knows that you dont follow and what makes you think that they want to follow you??

Well some people are pissed off these days. But why can't they see that there are something that money can't buy? Like Happiness?

Ok. Just came back from SEG camp. 1st day. Meet new bunch of people. The day went in kinda slow at first with the guys slowly breaking the ice. Including myself.

Played some games that never heard before. Like the alien game. Where we make funny alien sounds and have to be alert. Haha.

I got a new nick name now. Mr Policeman. Just because I finished my NS and was in the Police force.

The best of all is the blind fold game. Where we walk all over the school, blind folded. Was lead by the team Guidance. They sprayed water on us and have to go through alot of challenges. Both as a team and alone. That was fun where the team who was quiet suddenly become noisy. Communication. We communicate and trusted each other. Even if the person infront of me I just knew today. I trusted him in the challenge and we communicate.

It was fun. They said tomorrow will be a hectic one. And advised to wear shorts and sandals. Most probably we will get wet.

Oh ya. Did I mention that my Team guide was hot?? haha. She looks chinese but actually she is a malay. Fair, tall, and outgoing. HAha. Ok. Enough.

How do you feel like when you go out to get a job but got none?

How do you feel like when you got bubbled?

How do you feel like getting drench in the rain?

How do you feel like being a cold smelly fella in a long bus home?

How do you feel like having a hole in your pocket?

How do you feel?

To me. It was another colourful day =)

Another week has gone by. I finally ended by temporary job at NUH. I got no cash left for this week. Until I receive my pay. Damn. Such a sucky feeling to have hole in your pocket. Restricted of things to buy or where to go or what to eat. Period.

I got to get a new job. Part time. Where I can managed to balance school and work and business. 3 things to juggle with. Hope I can cope. School starting in 2 weeks time. I got to settle down in my income. Because I pay my for my own stuff. I don't want and I really don't like to ask from my parents. I'm old enough to take care of myself. And I don't want to burden them anymore. They have already alot of things on their shoulder and I certainly do not want to add the weights. I would love to carry some though. In fact I'm carrying some now. If they want to depend on my elder brother. Haiz. You'll only get dust.

Tomorrow I'll be job hunting in my neighbourhood. Maybe at Woodlands too. See how.

These few weeks I got to settle down on my financial. So I could get things moving. So this 2 weeks are very crucial to me before school starts. Why do I have to do things last minute?? Stress beb. But I'll face it with a smile. I hope.

Hello peeps..been sometime.

Today was my last day at work. Haah. Goodbye MRO. Thanks for the eye opener. Learn a thing call "Office Politics". Where the old birds thought they are "leaders" in the office and boss around. And made otherse got into an awful pain in the ass.

So now I got to get ready for school. Wohoo. Kinda having butterflies in my stomach whenever thinking of going into a class room to study. HAha. But I'll be looking foward for presentation. I think I beginning to love presenting. Standing infront of people and getting my point across them.

I learn a great life lesson today. While having Nescafe Gajah at west coast. Din told me his experience while working at 7-eleven. There is a man who always come to his store and talked to him. But he never mention his name to Din. And one of the conversation that Din remembered is that the man told him that there will be people everywhere we go that will be a pain in our ass. But these people are there for a purpose. They are purposly there so that you are able to overcome them. Because wherever we go there will bossy and difficult people. So we must learn to overcome their attitude and work with it. Its an ass but what to do. They are just there so that you can kick their ass. Woooo.

Its 0215hrs in the wee hours. I'm still wide awake. Because my hungry stomach keeps growling for food. Hungry lalalala..

Just reach home from night cycling with my old pal, Hilmie. Cycling around the neighbourhood before heading to Sembawang Sea. Went there to chill and talk. catch some cold winds and shared our stories in our NS days. That Jetty was guarded by 3 Army personnel and 2 Police officers. Just to find one bugger. Pity them la. I've been through that before. sSo its tough. For the Nation's safety. Hold on guys. It will be over soon.

I'm so into the uniform group especially the Police force. I remembered during those days I was super on and I even came to work with a swollen ankle. Records shown only 1 MC but actually there was suppose to be 2. Haha.

The ambience there was great. Windy, clear sky with shiny stars and the half moon hanging on the black valvet sky. THe sea was calm. Syiok. There were people fishing there and also having a peaceful night.

Suddenly I kinda feel a sense of missing someone. The past few days I've haven't been sms-ing her. Felt like something is missing. Hmm. Wonder why...

Hey peeps..Its been a while since I last typed an entry. I donnom why but there is nothing special to blog about. haha.

oK aint much that happen lately. Registered myself to RP earlier today and luckily my old pal tagged along with me. If not I'll be bored to death. haha. Thnkz mie. Went there and hang around the place. Bumped into some old school pals like Taufiq and Widiah (old skool crush) haha. She was shocked that I was there and she can't believe that I am the freshman. Haha. Finally she got over it and explain the orientation camp. She's done with skool and going to NIE next. Well good luck girl! Good luck in your future endevoure.

Ok the procedure was quite long and bored la. Especially when configuring the laptop. Seems that my laptop had some wireless problem. That was what the guide told me la. Well whatever it is I know that my matrix number is different from the other freshman. Mine start with the magical number 7 and ends with my favourite number 6. haha. While others starts with the lucky number 8. HAha. My friend had to wait outside and enjoy some show that was shown. Haha. But he was meeting her ex girl. Haha. I didn't got the chance to meet up. Haha. Takpe.

Hang out for awhile before the 2 young lads proceed home. Hang out was like I donno la. Bumped to more ex school mate. haha. at the Underpass, I was smiling, after laughing, at a girl. She then waved at me and I realise its Illyani. haha. Another one was I was sitting outside MRT station and saw Rohani walking off with earphones plugged in. Didn't call out.

And yesterday was the most expensive ride to work. Spent $30++ on taxi. And it took 1 hour ride. If I know I took the MRT and then the cab at Bouena Vista. Damn. Nvm. 2 more weeks to go before Good Bye MRO!!

I'm facing challenges. Facing rejections. Facing hardship.

But that will not slow me down.

I'm going to Fight Fight Fight.

Because great ideas always receive great rejections.

And from a book I read. It states, "The higher the rejection rate, the highly successful you will be". So I should be happy about it!

First of all, I would like to take this opportunity to say THANK YOU to all of you who had wished me on acheiving the Twenty. Haha.

OK

This is a serious matter now.

I am embarassed about myself. All of the people in the organization are so happy and positive. Its a great thing. People there are so supportive. Its like a big happy family. Infact it is a big happy family. But I feel that I'm not fit to be there. My effort compared to them is like 7 deep. Very far away from them. Its a sucky feeling. I'm just lacking of self believe. I give people advised. But the advised was not used on myself. I'm like closing on myself. Why??Low self-esteem?

I just have to face this myself. But I need all the support.

I thought I was confident to do things right. so skip on my homework and sleep. Didn't do nothing to prepare for the presentation. I thought I was ok and viva rock steady.

However.

It turns out otherwise. Nyahh. It was a d.i.s.a.s.t.e.r. Enthusiams diminsh as it went on. Peedah. I learnt from my mistake.

People. I advised dont be too confident abt the things you going to do. Because confidence is a double edge sword. You either go for the kill or get killed. As for my case earlier. It cuts my throat and got me bleeding.

But that pain results in a thing call experience. =)

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KkkKKKkKkkRRrrrRRrRrRRriiiIIInnNNnnnnNNnnGggGGGGgggGgGGSSSsssSssssSss!!!!!!!!

Please put your hands together to welcome the star for tonight, Twenty!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!

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Reminising the great teenage life before hitting Twos.

My teenage life was colourful. I learnt alot about commitment. Understand the meaning of true love first hand. Went through National Service. Met alot of people. Funny and one of a kind. Truthful. Band of brothers that I will never forget.

Hanging out with the older guys really makes me become mature. Like they say, if you hang out with the smart ones you will get a bit of their smartness. If you hang out with smokers, even if you don't smoke you will have the smoke stench stuck to you. And I am one example. Since 2005, I've been hanging out with older guys through NS, workplace and also through the business. I learn alot from them. Makes me think about my future, how I want it to be. I have role models right here infront of me where I look up to.

And yes. Pple said I don't look my age.

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