Swweewweeettt!

Haha.

Result are out!! Scored awesomely great for the first semester. GPA: 3.40 la beb..haha

All the hard time paid off. Its only the first year and first semester. Got 2 years 1 semester to go. I plan to maintain the result I got and furthering my studies. Gerek la sey.

Last week of hols, last week before fasing month start. And it been great la. Got plenty of school activities to be involve in and more people to meet and making new relationships. Haha. This morning got one event I volunteeer in. And meet new and fun people. Poly life. Work hard play hard. hehe. Fun la sey.

I learn something based on experience today.As i got Alps training climbing the 22 storey high HDB flat with 13 Kilo of weights in my back pack, and the 4th and last set, fatigue starts to set in. Legs getting loosen by the moment. When I feel like "thats enough", suddenly i step on the stairs and start climbing again. I was thinking, why am I doing this? But I keep on climbing. My head wants to quit but my leg keeps moving. Confuse but I still move on. Reach the "peak" of that flat, feels great. I was happy. It was a sweet feeling. I donno why am I doing riddiculous things when I can be somewhere else doing something worthy.

I now understand the meaning of persistance.

"Persistance is when your legs keep on walking when your head told you to give up. Reaching the peak, its a sweet feelings and you are glad that you don't follow what your head is telling you" - Hafiz Alias.

Hey all,

Due to some technical fault, I lost all your contact numbers. It will be nice of you to send me your contact numbers.

Greatly appreciated

With Regards

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line  Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find  While I recall all the words you spoke to me  Can't help but wish that I was there  Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah   Dear God, the only thing I ask of you  Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away  We all need that person who can be true to you  But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed  Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no  Once again   There's nothing here for me on this barren road  There's no one here while the city sleeps  And all the shops are closed  Can't help but think of the times I've had with you  Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah   Dear God, the only thing I ask of you  Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away  We all need that person who can be true to you  But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed  Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no  Once again  Some search, never finding a way  Before long, they waste away  I found you, something told me to stay  I gave in, to selfish ways  And how I miss someone to hold  When hope begins to fade  A lonely road, crossed another cold state line  Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find   Dear God, the only thing I ask of you  Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away  We all need that person who can be true to you  But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed  Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no  Once again

Surprise surprise!!! It was audit day yesterday. Haha. We got audited and I tell you it was the most anxious period while the auditors were here!! hahaha.

And one of my colleague even confronted the auditors just because of pile up dirt! haha. That china man confronted the auditors, who were Philippines, who then talk to the manager, who is a malaysian, that manager asked me what happen, obviously a Sg-ean. HAha. Look at how many countries are involve because of a dirt!!! hahahaha. And who is responsible to scrub that dirt away??? Guess who...Guess ah..

hmm.....

Its me!!!! hahaha.

Oh wait...before the auditors came to check. Got a surprise too before that... It was so surprising that I was shouting!! hahaha.. My handphone screen broke and the phone now displays nothing but colours of the rainbow. It was so awesomely beautiful la sey..haha. And it has a two new games called "guess who calling" and " guess what you are typing!" haha. Didn't know that my phone has the functions and applications once the screen crack! haha

To end yesterday's amazing day, I did a stunt. I dipped my hands into a pool of HAWT oil. Only the strong survive. haha. I made it before plunging my hand into a container of ice water approximately 5 degree celcius. Cool or what??!!! haha

What a wonderful day. Tomorrow will be better. HAhaha.

Can I just drop everything and go???

Destination unknown.

Lets stuff all our gears and go back packing around the world.

Lets be nomads and live everywhere we want.

Lets be an adventurer and adventure our way through the concrete jungle.

Lets climb mountain and catch the sunrise from the peak.

Lets get lost and never be found.

I feel so uneasy. Feel so entangled. Feel like I'm drowning. Suffocating.

I want to get out of this same old routine. I got the opportunity. All I need is to exploit it. I got to.

ARRGGHHH!!!!!!!

I wanna scream my head off.

Don't bother. You don't even care.

With Regards.

Ok. Been on a haitus for almost a month now.

But that weeks past is just a normal routine. A boring routine. So I will just update on the things that I guess important for you guys to know.

I am having school vacations! Fun or what?? Well the days are like work, work, work. School holidays aint fun when you got stuck to work, work, work. You work so hard yet at the end of the day, you pocket is full of holes. I'm getting tired of this. Not even the first week of payday, my account balance drop to $7 from the initial $400. Cool or What???? When talking about money, there is nothing fun about it and AI can brag until sun rise and go to work.

Ok. Enough of being a complain ass like what a normal Singaporean do. Lets talk about something that spells something like this: P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E

Hmm. Lets see. I organise a class reunion but did not attend. Positive side. I do not need to spend eating at things I see everday at work. Haha. Anyway I am trully sorry to those that made it and expect me to be there.

Time at work, I reflect on myself. Reflect on the future. Reflect on what I had become and what I will become. Alot of reflections. One mirror not enough. And I realise one thing. I am the same guy a year before. Unplanned, unvision, unmotivation, un purpose. You know I know la. I realise that I cannot always take things that God gave us and blame on fate. I'm telling myself this, "There is no such things as FATE. Fate is just a word of excuse. The outcome is dependant of my own course of actions. Ming by?

Anyway. Words are my forte. Actions? Don't even think about seeing me doing the things I say. I admit. I am a member of NATO (No Action, Talk Only).I am so not proud of it. At least I'm not a pot that calls a kettle black. wohoo..

Kiss kiss muacks I LOVE YOU!