Hey2..how are you guys?

Okay..today kinda fun and rushing day. So okay la. Just now boss ask to help rip and transfer songs to her i pod shuffle. Den follow Sandy to deliver at Yishun Town Secondary. Fucking ass hole who said we didn't pack properly and got some items missing. So we go there and find the helling guy. And when we found him, Sandy like literally scold him. haha.so funny. Especially when he say. "oh by the way pls leave your contact number next tym cos its hard to find you" haha. Still she waiting for her chance to do kitchen. Haha.

Rush to CNL for band practice. Practice Bush Dance and Sanitric Dance. haha.Still got a long way to practice. anyway tmrw perform at VCH for some church service. Perform 3 pieces. Must be there at 8.30 tmrw. Yawn

I want to revive back a band call NI or Nonsense Innocent. Want to pewrform at gigs. Will it happen? stay tuned to find out. Mcm advertisment TV pulak..haha

ChiOwZ

So here I am
doing everything I can
holding on to what I have
Pretending I'm a Superman


Well TGIF!!!!!!!Wohooo. thought the week never end. So boring lepak kat rumah main skate board. Tak keje. Siol nye manager. Lupe kan aku. mentang 2 die mengandung.Hmph!

Well got offer from Creative to work with them. Considering it now. Its a temp job for one month. But I got lesson and upcoming concert to prepare. Haiz. Well Why Everything come at once and not one at a time?

Few days back when i woke up i suddenly have this thought. Sex is not for fun but for reproduction purpose. Its a lot of responsibility. With great powers comes great responsibility.

Okay today will be another X box day. Aim is getting a score of 20 for Halo2. I'm still a sucks with games. Oh ya Yaty coming hanging out with us too. Hee. Welcome to the gang.

K buzzing off now.

Today all i did was slping at home. seriously..kinda bored. See some of you peeps studying at poly or some school really make me envy. K its my fault kan. who's to blame? Sticking to my initial plan was good but didn't follow my frenz advise was stupid.

So i'm just a Mcd kid waiting for NS to call and in the mean time plays the euphonium and hang out with my frenz x boxing skating and soccer.

Well jamming days are dissapearing and the last think i knoe my gf is singing In My Eyes by Rufio for her frenz's band at school performance. ish..

Getting better at Halo 2 especially sniper match. From single digit to my personal best of 18. haha. Better huh. Well honestly i'm not a game freak but to compete and get that kind of result is great. I got my Playstation collecting dust. Spoil I think.

Slowly picking up skating as a sport. haha. Learn to balance and move. and some ollies to master.

This sunday is performance at VCH with CNLWE. haiz. Need to practice. And also thursday eupho lesson with Fredi. Slowly learning treble clef and transposition. I totally forget everything.

I'm slacking too much..

K haven't been blogging. Well, nothing much happen lately only fell ill with fever, flu and dry cough. Great combo huh? My only medicine is Paracetamol a.k.a. Panadol. Report sick yesterday to work. So I got off today.

Got CNL band. Ya. A lot of songs we played are dance songs. very technicle. Was bluffing my way thru. Realise that it wasn't the right way. So must practice hard. Especially for the concert. Because Mr Ralph Hulgren,a well known composer and conductor will be the guest conductor for the concert. I got to buck up. Those songs is his composition.

Next Sunday got performance at VCH. A church service and we band are playing since dey invite us to perform. Haiz. Was side readind the score only today. So I have to come on Wed evening for practice.

After band went for dinner. Uncle treat me again. hehe. Me and some of the members were there too. eat and talk. before going home taking bus 855. Talking to Yong Ren about Blink 182 in the bus. haha. Talk about the band and all. Especially about one of the teachers there. Said to me that my batch leaders were the worse cos of the attitude. Including me. Hee.

K me signing off

Pay is in, well kinda not I expected but its okay la. Well enough for the monthly payent for the euphonium. Until Frdi told me to buy a couple of books. Got it from Ruth and still got discount. Lucky got lobang. If not I'm broke. Fredi charged those books like usual pric but by Ruth got discount. Hee. Still I'm short of 10 freaking bucks. Haiz.

Got to work ertra hours then. Luckily Creative gave me a call to work at the next Warehouse sale. In september though. I'm not teaching anymore due to some communication breakdown. Its my fault for that. I always have communication problems.

My life is full of debts. When can I settle it all?



Syg me need you. *miss you*

am i just a wannabe? a poser? a riduculous guy who won't stick to his initial plans and dreams? Is it hard for me to be originally me? uniquely me?

some questions that have to be answer by me only.

I don think i have split personality however it is obivously realize by me that i'm having difficulties sticking to plans and always changing in interest. got few interest that i'm stuck thankz to my buddies who sort of influence me. thats it!! i'm being influence. like DUH!!!

1. Feel to skate
2. crazy about soccer
3. different thoughts about my future
4. X-boxing

Haiz haiz haiz.

Tomorrow Fredi's concert. No money liao. even though its just 5 bucks and he will be performing solos accompany by Reena phua a pianist. still got alot to practice for his lesson. E and B major scale with arpeggios. Exercises both from arban and bobo book. luckily have not include the etudes book. stress. haven't even Yr 1..haha

Order some book from lester lim with credits from ruth. I got it in quick time and yet get discounted price. cool huh. at least $5 bucks or more save den buying from other music store. hee. Isn't that great.

Miss philyouth in action at the Esplanade. Its a free concert though. Sorry Mark and Rekkha. I'm so freaking tired after work.

Have you ever been in a situation that your best buddy that you always hang around and his family and home is like yourr second would suddenly make your day feel so bad?.feel so pissed off? feel so used? and feel disrespect?

I'm not going to do anything towards him for now. I always believe that what goes around comes around. So if you think jack assing me is fun wait till your turn. I'll make you think twice when you wanna jack ass me again little punk.

Enough of that.

Well i was suppose to write up about my thoughts and such yesterday but was really tired.

All these time when i want to further study in music and growing up to be a better man make me understand what my teacher told me for the past 7 months that haven't get into my head until now.

I have to live for myself. Not for you. Not for anyone else.

Why is this so? because i realise that my frenz are only there when they need help and they know that im caring,honest and sweet enough to help them. Ya. Can't depend on them so much. In the end I'm so alone after my class. Dowanna blame my frenz cos its my fucking cell phone. All of you could help me,guide me or even care me for a certain extend but the rest i have to do it myself. Satisfactory is just as good as bad. In music or life,the best is always in demand. Always recognized and always respected. Guess in this phase of my life,I have to learn to reach for the top and not just saticfactory.

Watch me!!

I'm tired from working long hours for the past week.
Unable to get some time for myself.
I got tired muscle at my shoulders and back.
I just need you to be by my side.
Guess you are far from me.
out of my reach and sight.
Wish we could meet some day.
Meet to give me a massage.
meet to give me a peace of mind.
meet to relive all thoughts and stress.
I just need you to be with me.
You.
Osim massage chair.

Tmrw is national day. Three cheers for S'pore on its 40th anniversarry. Hip hip hurray!!! So proud to leave in this safe and secure country even after bomb treats and terrorist treats. This country have gone through alot of thick and thin and still the people are unite and free.

however sad to say that not all are patriotic nor want to leave in harmony. Some are still racist and don't have the guts to help S'pore when she is in danger.

Just read a couple of blog that shows a distinct racism towards the malay/muslim citizen. Well that guy had a fcuking problem and hopefully he will get what he deserve.

Went to have a national day party at my fren's place. Got a lot of people. My frenz and his sisters' frenz came too.eat and play like there is no tomorrow. haha. learn to skate too.Try some ollies. Got to practice a lot. But got the hang of it. joke around and having fun.Its like my second family and home. kewl huh. thats is what a true singaporean should be like.

okay i'm all patriotic and stuff. haha. So long and good night

okay guys and gurls..back from an semi awful week.bad and good. well thats life right.

The bad:

Need money damn badly.haha. Who don't.

1. my metronme/tuner spoil. WTF!! so need to get a new one.Which i just bought today for $41.90. Haiz. So left 30 miserable bucks in my account.

2. Got to get some books for my lesson. This book called melodious etudes for trombone. to play some songs. Haven't been searching for it at town. Lazy to go la. bcos of

3. working since friday until tue which is on national day. today was the worse. Got a lot of stock in. Even the delivery man said that the manager is lazy. haha.

4. my dearie got rashes. *sobx*

5. Need to get a new mouthpiece. Been wanting one since early this year.

HOWEVER

The good:

1. got myself a new metronome/tuner.

2. been swimming for 2 times this week. Finally can do the breast stroke a.k.a frog style. and learn to float .hee.

3. got PES A for my medical check up at CMPB for NS. So full BMT Training.

4. Did well for my lessons with my teacher.Been letting him down for the past few weeks.

5. Improve on mu playing skill and more confident with my playing.

6. National day is coming. weee

7. My fren invite me for the national day party tomorrow.

Overall......Always look at the bright side of life and don't be pessimestic. wee

today was my first sterp to undergo manhood life...went to CMPB for health check up. Result was i got PES A. Kinda happy even if there will be hard training. Ya. Imagine yourself with those among the fittest. Surely Physically challenging at camp. But look at the brightside. During POP ceremony will be the proudest day of my life. Just be waiting for that.

The check up was cool. Got alot of ITEs people. some even highest qualification is PSLE. Not looking down on them but saying to myself I'm not that bad. Got to see some millileters of my blood. haha.Talk some crap with the doctor who taking my blood for test. He say to one of them to invent new satay like frog meat satay.and who knows will go world wide. haha. den i ask him how he insert the needle.is it a vein or artery? and how the blood is tested to find result. At first he said he donno.hes job is to poke needle.haha.When taking the blood for test and the needle already in me but the blood didn't flow out.haha.den the doc push it inner and adjust.kinda funny.

Dowanna tell alot though.Wan the guys to experience it yrself.haha.anyway I'm lazy to type alot. =p

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