It's the Love that i can't forget.

Our attitude towards others determines their attitude towards
us.-Earl Nightingale

Blahh. I realise I got too many things I'm juggling. And I got so messed up that I donno what is important and what is not. I need to pioritize.

These are the things I'm focusing:

Alps training
School
Work
friends
Money
entertainment

Alps training is important because I want to climb mountain. To be at the top of the world. It is nothing I ever dream of and here is my chance. I got to train to be fit.

School is tough. RP is tough and it is not the same like other Polys. We got daily grade and test that keep on coming every week.

Work work work for money.

Been too busy with school and work that i got no time for friends. And when i'm with them it is really fun

Money makes the world go round. I need money for the daily living. For preparation for Alps expedition. For the trip to Jakarta to celebrate Hari Raya Haji in December. And settle the unclear debts.

Got some new movies that I want to watch. The Dark Knight. Haiz. I'll be watching online if I miss it in cinema.

Sianz.

Our attitude towards others determines their attitude towards
us.-Earl Nightingale

Blahh. I realise I got too many things I'm juggling. And I got so messed up that I donno what is important and what is not. I need to pioritize.

These are the things I'm focusing:

Alps training
School
Work
friends
Money
entertainment

Alps training is important because I want to climb mountain. To be at the top of the world. It is nothing I ever dream of and here is my chance. I got to train to be fit.

School is tough. RP is tough and it is not the same like other Polys. We got daily grade and test that keep on coming every week.

Work work work for money.

Been too busy with school and work that i got no time for friends. And when i'm with them it is really fun

Money makes the world go round. I need money for the daily living. For preparation for Alps expedition. For the trip to Jakarta to celebrate Hari Raya Haji in December. And settle the unclear debts.

Got some new movies that I want to watch. The Dark Knight. Haiz. I'll be watching online if I miss it in cinema.

Sianz.

To pursue on what you want or what you need?

To be here or to be there?

My values are being challenged.

Today inspirational Quote:

"We are all faced with a series of great opportunities
brilliantly disguised as unsolvable problems." -- John W. Gardner

Today I didn't go to class to solve the usual daily problems. I went to ICA building instead to extent my validity of passport for nextweek wseekend trip across the causeway. But I was met with disappointment when the counter staff told me that I could not extent my passport but to make a new one. Blahh. Waste my time and effort of going there.

So I was stuck with time. Not going to school and not going back home yet. So I decided to stay at the Library. read some books. Listen to some songs. Waste time. Before decided to walk around town. Seriously walking around town and snap some pics.

Thought of meeting my friend after 3 hours of walking. But too tired and went home to sleep. Whaha.

Managed to snap 3 pics that really caught my eyes.

Meet my friend, Ryan, that had always been there for me. Through thick and thin. For better or worst, he will be there right by my side.

The heart of Singapore, and the river that makes it all happen. Proud to be a Singaporean!

The Forgotten Heroes. They are the one making the river clean and pretty. Hah! Give them some credits!!

Tomorrow working. Full shift. Pretty demoralising. Blahh!

These few nights I had been having sweet dreams. Hah. Its nice to see people, that plays a part in your life, to be in the dream.But one dream that was the most prominent is the dream about me and a friend of mine.

Both of us return to her house after an outing together (if i remember correctly). So I help her to wash the dishes while she in the kitchen doing some stuff. And then her parents was like commenting, " this young couple" or something in that context. I was just pretending not to hear it, but when I look at my friend, she was in total embarrasement. Her face was like tomato red. Haha. And she was super cute blushing. hahaha.

Ok. I wanna enjoy my dream. Tired from training. 5km run and 22 storey staircase. Fun or what??!!

The future is in our hands. And I'm so excited about the future. The things that I will earn, teh things that I will lost.

For a great future I got to start planning now. Planning for retirement. Haha. No one is too early to plan for retirement. The early the better. Because I want to retire young and fugling rich. Muahaha.

I'm 20 now. 5 years down the road, I will be in the working world. 10 years down the road, hopefully married with beautiful kids and settle down. 20 years ahead, I hope I retire. haha. That at the age of 40. Crazy right. Haha. Well if some of them can do it. Why not me? haha.

Ok that is all the dream. Didn't i tell you that Pisces are dreamers??? haha

Well I wanna change my attitude. I wanna be cheerful and extrovert. Start saying "Hi" to people I know. Start talking to people and not just in class and doing work. I want to have a new identity. And it will start...NOW!!!

Focus on the solutions Not the problems. I finally realise what it really means. When we know our goals, problems are bound to accompany us along the way. However, if you keep your eyes on the prize, problems are just hurdles for us to overcome.

This statement was even proven today. Cognitive module I have the most inertia team members. Hard for us to move. But they are full of ideas. And their examples are so good that we link everything up. Unlike the other teams who are better in their presentation. But i feel that my team had improve. I was dragging to go to school today because of the team members, but in the end of the day, I was satisfied with the end result. Which is the solutions.

Problems I face was, they got easily distracted with the things around them and they are really hard to move. 2 of them got their laptops down without VPN configure. In the end it was a job well done.

Good job people. Thank you for the brilliant ideas and examples.

they come around. Or do they??

Helping out is good, but don't expect them to return the favour. Just smile and feel good that you had help them acheive something.

I donno why I start with those things..haaha

Few days back was really good. Met some of the pals that I have not meet for so long.

Sat met farhan, he brought me to Bt Gombak on his dad motorbike. haha. Cool la seeing two youngster riding a cruiser. Motorbikes for dads. Haha. Then when to Gombak cos Farhan got a band meeting. And I was like the odd one out. Caused I'm not their band member nor am I got anything to do with the band. They are into alternative sounds and british rock. Those catchy tunes with vox. Cool la.

After that met my old colleague. Went for a dinner and catch up with old stuff. Haha.Its not a date eh. He collected my stuff from warehouse. So met up with him to get the stuff and update on each other. He got me excited again for the business. Now I'm going to try it all ovar again. I'm pissed with myself for not doing things right. So here is my chance, again.

I'm pissed with myself for not always doing things right and give up easily. So here is my chance, again.

My Heroine. Silverstein.

The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer.

You wont try to save me
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine.

You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime.

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I'm better off with you than someone else

Your face arrives again
All hope I had becomes surreal
But under your cover's
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I will save myself.

hey peeps. Just wondering. Do people say things but eventually not heeding what they said? A contradicting between actions and words?

anyway.

I finally found the fun part of chemistry. haha. This PBL thing really works wonder, especially in science. haha. This system of making one to think and do research is way better then sitting in a hall and listening to lectures and doing tutorials. haha. Learning with a difference huh. Oh yeah. I love it.

Actually, the PBL thing is a good education system with a difference. The only thing is the team members. If they are the "head in the ass" as said by Hancock, it will be a rough one. If the "kaki lang" is fun then it will be fun. And today my team was fun. Haha.

Tomorrow's plan.... School. Got UT and I havent start reading my presentation slides. Having computing and maths module. yada yada2. Programming and crap. What I will do is do the programming and then presentation talk abt the codes and then play game. haha. Cool or what. I just need one book to make wonders. My elecrical and digital notebook. haha.

After school there is training. Wonder how many rounds to run. its 1.6Km per round. Monday ran 3 round. Tomorrow up to 5? haha. I can't believe that my stamina is still somewhere there. haha. Just keep focus. Mind over matter at the end of the day.

I just hope that I will stick to my plan. Stick to my words. And be a man of my words.

Planned to cabot for the afternoon class, but things just got different. blahh.

I'm in class and typing this. UT sucks. Since when maths is science? Why is there maths in a science paper? And what I study last night didn't even come out.

Sleepy and tired. ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZ.

It just need one thing to destroy the day.

My day earlier was spoilt due to overslept. Cause to rush to work. Wore the wrong side of shoe first. Bad luck in getting a taxi. In the end, pretended to be sick. Receive a bad comment at work. Best still I was moody.

The reason why my classmate call me mr Grumpy.

haha

Oh well. I got a reason to be that way.

Hey guys. I caught Hancock earlier with bunch of SG peeps. You totally got to catch it. Its worth the money. Its not just a bad boy turn good, but also there is a twist in the story. So its totally unexpected. A good intellectual show. Filled with comedy and heart warming scene. I almost cried. Haha.

I just love Will Smith show. Its brings you to the next level. Expect the unexpected.