I felt better after the run.
Things are not getting better. I should have been well prepared to get hurt again. I should not react but to respond appropriatly. See who is suffering now??
Like they said "its my fault". I accepted the blame. =)
Sometimes, I wonder what the hell I'm doing. Sometimes I just feel like walking away. Sometimes I remember what I told myself in the past and wonder why I'm not doing the things I said.
Thanks to all that help me laying out my thoughts. Thanks for giving your point of view. =)
I do not want this to happen but if you want it that way, I guess I'm powerless.
I think I'll walk away.