I'm so shagged with the life I'm living now. School, work,school, work. I'm having little sleeping time now. Just to make ends meet.
A whole of last week was a disaster. Ain't havng enough time to have a moment to reflect on my doings. What I know is that I made mum walk all the way down to the petrol kiosk in the wee hours just to pay the bill, Which i do not have enough. I was so disappointed in myself. Especially when it was mothers' day a few days later.
I hope you peeps took that day to appreciate what your mum had been doing for you. I was working from morning to night. Seeing families having a quality time with their mum makes me want to drop and cry at that moment.
I'm sorry if I'm not there for you. I'm sorry if I made you cry, bleed, or sweat. I'm sorry if i hurt your heart. I'm sorry I can't be your perfect boy. But mum. I love you. *tears roll down my face*
