First of all, I would like to take this opportunity to say THANK YOU to all of you who had wished me on acheiving the Twenty. Haha.
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This is a serious matter now.
I am embarassed about myself. All of the people in the organization are so happy and positive. Its a great thing. People there are so supportive. Its like a big happy family. Infact it is a big happy family. But I feel that I'm not fit to be there. My effort compared to them is like 7 deep. Very far away from them. Its a sucky feeling. I'm just lacking of self believe. I give people advised. But the advised was not used on myself. I'm like closing on myself. Why??Low self-esteem?
I just have to face this myself. But I need all the support.