First of all...HAPPY Lunar New Year for those celebrating. For the non-chinese, Have a great holiday.
I felt that for the past few days I wasn't doing anything productive. I'm still living in a world of happy going lucky. I was like spending my time on nothing. Got this sucky feeling. I want to change. Change change change.
Sometimes, I wish I could do things without hesitation, with a smile. But to take the first step is like someone without knees. So difficult.
Sometimes I feel lonely. I miss all my great pals. The Jackass, Voda, and plenty more. Hope to catch up with you all soon. I promise.
Sometimes I feel as if I got myself into a hell lot of burden. I'm making life difficult for myself.
so whats next?