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FUCK LA!! Dammit.. When will my pay be in my almost fucking dry account??!! Its the 5th of the damn new year and I'm waiting for the stupid company to pay the fucking time I work in that fucking office with fucked up people who have no sense of fucking life. That stupid damn office. Fucked up job with fucked up colleague with fucked up attitude. Furthermore, it takes a blardy fucking time and waste a lot of my hard earn money to get to that fucking office. Dammit. No point being so committed working at that fucking office.
Why did I choose this fucking job in the first place??????? But who fucking care?? My fucking attitude and morale dropped after 2 months of working. And now I am a proud member of the Burung Gagak Hitam (Black Crow). Thank you for the fucking time!! 3 more months and I'm fucking out of that fucking office!! FUCK YOU PUNATOS!!! May you rot in the office peacefully while I'm out celebrating life.
Now my Yusof Ishak is depleting and I can't save enough for my study in Poly that will commence in 4 months time. I need to get a laptop for school. Now I regret getting into that school. Regret because the school is fucking far away from the MRT. Like 10 mins walk under the sky. If it rains my laptop will be considered as a wet cigarette. Useless. All my learning tools be gone. Dammit.
Still got some bills to pay. Handphone, utilities, education, car rentals. Fuck right?!. A youngster like me got so much burdon on my shoulder to carry, while people my age are enjoying their youth. And guess what, my sister is now in JC year 2 and will probably get her seat in the university. But she is already having problems about her education fee just because her 2nd LOVELY brother took the Mendaki bursary for his Polytechnic education that will commence this year.
And not forgetting my loans with the people that loves me. I need to repay them back. By hook or by crook. Before I'm dead.
I got no other choice but to do the business seriously. For now money is never enough. The burdon is heavy. But this is all challenges that I got to face head on. And it is only temporary. Watch me fly!
One thing I learn today. A negative thing will lead to another negative thing and will continue its negativity until someone smile and give hope. I'm in LOVVEEE with positive peeps. weee...
