Mabuk mabuk mabuk.
Got headache. Haiz. Wanna eat dinner before taking some pills and sleep.
Anyway the headache is also because of missing smiley. What should I do? Wait for her appearing at MSN again? I'm bad at phonecalls.
And I'm afraid. Afraid to take the risk. Afraid to make the first step onwards. Afraid that it will not be a happy ending. Afraid that everything will break into pieces. Yes, I'm a coward when it comes to this.
"Jauh di lubuk hatiku masih terukir namamu. Jauh di dasar jiwaku, engkau masih kekasihku"