It's the Love that i can't forget.

oh hellloooo..

=)

Full time of Soccer sea game match: Sg 0-3 Thailand.

I predicted 1-4. haha..the Thais are more neat and organized with their attacks unlike Sg team. I wanted the young lions to win but with that kind of play, they are no match against the mighty thais. Better luck in the 3rd and 4th placing guys...I notice that the lions are made up of 100% malay dudes on the starting lineups. haha. The malay community are proud of them. But too bad they are out of reach on the gold medals.

I feel that this week is the most relaxing week at work.Eventhough my work load is getting heavier. Well because the supervisor is not here..haha. And of course I'm not short of laughter..laugh and laugh and laugh until rolling on the floor with stomach cramps. haha. Joking is never ending similiarly with my work. Its never ending. So people, keep on laughing!

Haha..mepeks..anyway if you notice my tagg board, I mention that I'm a regular with loneliness. Well its kinda true. The moment I set my first cry until I'm typing this entry. Everyday is a lonely day. This is the story:

I met my first friends when I was 4. And that was my neighbour. play soccer and go for silat practice. But we shifted our homes when I was 10.

During kindergarden met more friends. Was there until we step into pri sch. Even if there are some of my friends in the same school, but I was in a different class from the rest.

Secondary school, same thing happen.

Sec1 met new friends for 2 years in the same class. We bond really well. Had fun. sec 3 I was in a different class. I went to 3EB while the rest in 3EC. And gaps were seen. Met my first love in my class. Thought I was never gonna face lonesome again but I was wrong. I was also doing part time as a crew at Mcdonalds. And met a group of people call colleagues. Aquintance during working hours but strangers after punching out. People that comes and go.

After O levels, I went to NaFa but luck wasn't by myside and I was out of school and go through NS. That was when my love left me. And once again I met up with loneliness.

NS was the time I grew matured. I was the youngest everywhere I go. Strangers becomes brothers. They really thought me how to face the real world. Its not as easy as it seems. There are ups and downs which had never been in my mind. And of course, they thought me how to be loneliness best friend. So I fill up my time with work and volunteer for duties. Just to keep me occupied as not to drown under loneliness. Office hours was not as busy so I decided to request to shift work and I got it. And Loneliness only fills my journey through and back home in the MRT.

As time passed, I realise that people who I least expected to stay around my life stays with me. And they are the collegues from the fast food giants, McDs, people like Farhan and gang. They thought me one simple thing call fun. Where I was lagging of it. From there I learn to laugh and crack jokes. Not a stiff nerdy me. And I would advised them how to go through the ups and downs. And how something are just not ours to keep.

Really appreciate them and look where I am now. A guy who is a regular with loneliness but never fail to laugh every single day. Before, people comment that I don't act my age since I'm kinda matured for my age. But now I'm balanced with both matureness and also fun. I loike. Haha.

To rocker Chic: Life is a neverending ferris wheel. Full of ups and downs. Just be strong okay girl!