This song, Apple Shampoo, kinda reflects about my past. "she so important and I'm so retarded". How regretful this guy was separated from his "everything". A sad song.
But I got over it!! hip hip horray!! Not a single tear was shed!
Hmm..read her blog and some parts I missed, or maybe she edited.anyway, She want to hear that lucky boy to pour out his feelings to her. Seems that she found out that the boy likes her. Gut feeling, its not me. And never will it be me. To be honest, I never really spent time with her personally. Its all like MSN. And she doesn't go online everyday. Rarely talked on the phone nor face to face. It is so near yet so distance away. .
Its okay, I am always suck at telling someone how happy I am seeing her. And at the end of it I am the one sitting at the losing end. Its so normal to me. I guess I'm immune to it. I won't cry nor curse. I guess this is the path I chose to take and I will either gain the rewards or suffer the consequences.
And one last thing. I'm a dumbass when girls are hinting, Caused I will never get it.
Just to let you know. I am happy when you are happy.