It's the Love that i can't forget.

Today start up all weird. After Sahur, I climbed on the bed and I heard the phone rang. I was like asking who the hell would call early in the morning. So without any concern, I went back to sleep.

And had a dream....

One of my collegue told me that one of my team mate will not live long. And his last wishes is us not to join the force as our career, especially one of my other team mate. It was like so hard to swallow especially from someone you had worked with before and had great bond between us.

Then my alarm rang but it was difficult for my eyes to open. Then when I woke up cos I was late, I saw my mum getting ready to go out of the house. And it was like 645am. I asked her where she was going and she answered that she and one of the neighbour is going to a funeral of her friend's husband. I was dumbstruck.

Working today was normal. Went to ward 41 to look for her but she wasn't there. So back to the corner to sleep. nyahaha.

Then during work, one of my collegue saw the logo of my shirt which is the J Division logo. He asked me about my NS and I told him I was from J Div. He told me that my face look familiar, and ask whether I attached to HQ before. I told him I was in PNS office before going to Woodlands NPC. He was like no wonder la. He was a reservist there. Haha. Looking back, I think I saw him before. nyahaha.

Then another freaky thing happen. Well I thought it was. My phone rang and it was from an unknown number. I answered and was answered with an errie sound.. "LaaLaaaa, LaaLaaaa." I was like Oh no..who the hell know my nick name in Team Bravo?? Is it some kind of stalker who wants me??

Then there was a sense of relieve when the voice is familiar. It was Alvin telling me tonight DotA match. Haha. They miss playing with me..haha..Reading too much thriller books made me think of killers and kidnappers that torcher their victim first before killing them. But the police and detective works are wounderful. woohoooo..

So went back home. Didn't managed to break fast on time. Get waffle and bubble tea and indulged it while walking back home. Reach home and I realise that the wound from the fall into the drain had healed and like other wounds, there is a scar.

Is this God answer to my letter addressed to him last nyt?? Is he trying to say that bad things do happen and it will hurt so much. But not to worry, it will heal. It just take time. and when it heals it will left a scar for you to remember. Scar reminded you what had happen and the mistake you had done. So that you can avoid it next time round. Every scar has a story to tell. And it ain't differ from the scar in your heart. A story to tell and the pain that you had gone through. Thank you God for the answer. Really appreciated. Thank you.