Dear God,

You are the reason for our existance in this world. You gave everything to mankind and all you want us to repay that is to pray and believe in you. I always believe in you and you had set a path for me to take. Everytime I took the wrong path in the crossroad, you showed me dead end and I walk back and pick the path again. I had never doubt your abilities to enlighten your creation and a lowly life of mine. You had and will always shows the light in the path that every single one of your creation walks.

I admit that I had not done what is suppose to be done diligently. I made sins for no one but myself. And I am responsible for it.

However, The Almighty, there is one thing that I always been disturbing my mind and affecting my inner self. Your Honourable, it been years when two of your creations, myself and her, been living our own way of life. Why, up till now, I have always been thinking of her and bump into her? What are you trying to tell me?

I had told myself that this is fate and no one can change that as fate is your own secret. Your own plans for each individual future.

You remember the last few months with her? You showed me signs of the inevitable. And I thought I could prevent it from happening. But everytime I tried, it got worst. All I want is to see her smile.

Remember when it was Chinese New Year and I brought her to Jurong Point to window shop at some sports shops there and all the shop were closed? How pathetic and useless I felt. Remember when I wanna treat her movie, but I was late and she bought the tickets first. And the movie sucked big time and I felt like leaving. Remeber the time that I met her after booking out from camp and she didn't even smile upon seeing me? I was lost and my other bros were asking whether we had an argument. I was just as curious as them. How about the times when some good friends of mine saw her going out with some other guys without my knowledged? How about those things I bought for her? In the end I just felt being used and cheated.

At the end of the day, it was all frowns for both of us. And yes it was inevitable. No use going against you.

But what is it now? What are you telling me? Why with the bum with her everywhere I go, Appearing online, and also in my mind? I know you know what is best for me. And I should learn not to hope on the hopeless eventhough you do create miracles.

Please guide me through this. Because I'm not strong enough to handle emotions.

Yours Sincerely.

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