It's the Love that i can't forget.

Yummy..sipping the icy cold bandung...haha

Kinda have alot of things to share. Especially about this phrase, "you know yourself best".

First of all I got this kinda eerie recording. Its in malay. The introduction was pretty long. The narrator was saying that this group researcher in Russia insert a super sensitive microphone in the ground to hear the movement of the earth, but they get something else. The recording is heard like people screaming and shouting in pain and agony. not one or two. Its sounds like million of them shouting. Then heard a one outstanding voice that shout "Allah the Almighty". And it is so outstanding that it felt as if there is a different rooms in the earth. And this may call hell? eeeerrriiieee...if you wanna the clip I can send it to you...

Ok so moving on

I got to get to look at that girl again at the children ward again. Haha. I was getting a time out session and my partner decide to go to the toilet outside our office. So we go out and she said "If I don't come out in 10 mins time you go first" so after doing the toilet, I go straight to the ward. Since I still kinda new to the place, I kinda walk around and following the signs. Got lost and go different directions. then finally found the place. And I saw her busy writting down something. Didn't approach. Haha. Just let fate do the work. hehe.. Maybe one day...

So now the thing about "you know yourself best".

I chat with a old friend of mine and we discussed about life and stuff. So she had been through alot with her partner. Ups and down and probably worst. So she ask me what was my reaction after knowing that they are back together.

So yeah. I gave my most honest and sincere answer.

Obviously I was like "What the F(fill in the blanks)k" and how about those that really showered you with their endless love and support after you made a choice to be seperated??

But then after much thought, I realise that she is the only person who knows him well. Been with him for a long time. And she grew up with him. She knows what is best if not perfect. Not me. Caused I'm not in talking terms with him yet knowing him. Isn't that impossible. So Instead of advising her, I believe in her that she had made the right choice for now. And yeah. Look where they are now. A bright future ahead.

So there. Sometimes as friends or buddy or even blood brothers and sisters, you can't expect them to follow all your advised. Sometimes they themselve thinks what is right. And you as the buddy, have to give them your full support and believe in them. Even if you don't like it. But if he/she is happy with it, don't you feel happy for them too??

A qoute from Peter Russel, the stand up comedian, "Be a man, do the right thing" =D