Today, not an exciting day. Kinda sux actually, but still a cool day to end it.

Morning wake up go bath and brush teeth. do the necessary..

Afternoon meet Farhan. Brought his friends around Yishun to find pirated games. too bad can't find. then slack at his house. Played the guitar and watching TV. Then Farhan went out to meet Dila after her work. He want to apologized to her. Hope it went alryt bro.

Den went home. Text Rohani whether she want to meet to talk over starbucks. So yeah Met her around 1930hrs. Then she had other plans, So we ended up at the park behind the mosque. Bring her there. A great place to look at stars. But too bad the sky was cloudy. Not much to see. But we had a great time talking. Talking over stuff and problems that we face almost every single day.

But weird things happen. She got freak out when a dog walk pass her, there was a snake, a small python in the middle of the pathway, and she met her X at the bus stop nearby. 3 weird things in a row. And her X thought that I and with her. And he felt guilty to talk to me cos of one stupid insident. Too bad la. Anyway I don't hold grudges. But I don't talk to him. So its ok. I don't care. haha...

Anyway it was great talking to her. Haha. Had fun la. Sometimes kinda lonely and that is when a friend is in need. She is one good friend. Really!

I want to share something to all of you. This feeling of missing her. Lets call her Ruby.A few days back, my friend, lets call her Didi, was talking about ruby and how they became friends. During their conversation, Ruby found out that Didi and me are friends and ruby ask her about me. Didi and Ruby is working at the same place, fyi. So Ruby was asking Didi about me and how am I doing. Got to know she still care about me, or at least remember me. Knowing all this, my feelings toward Ruby came again. I miss her. Memories will just be there. Sad to say this, but I still have feelings towards Ruby. But I cannot except the fact that she is finding out about me through my friends.

Why not ask me straight?. Why must be secretive?. Why not reply to text msg? Why Ruby why??

You promised me to be my best friend and help me out, instead you let me down even more. Don't feel guilty k Ruby.. I dowan this beautiful relationship to end just like that. Please be my friend.

Sometime I feel regret letting Ruby go. But people say if you love someone, let them go. If they come back to you then you are meant to be with each other forever. If not, treasure those fond memories as they are the colours of your beautiful life. (OK I made up the last part)..

This is a lyric of a song by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Song call Damn Regret.

Verse 1
The moon is shining bright
The mood is feeling right
I’ll kiss you on your neck
People will stare but we won’t care
We’re high above the ground
We’re nowhere to be found
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again

Pre-chorus
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is TIME for you
To sit and pretend

chorus
Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
‘Cos I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?

Verse2
I’m wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason, left for me to care
Distracted by the sound
I hear footsteps all around
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again

Pre-chorus
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is time for you
To sit and pretend

chorus
Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
‘Cos I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?

bridge
You’re the only one I turn to
When I feel like no-one’s there
And when I’m lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power To sit and pretend

chorus
Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me ‘Cos I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?

outro
Did you think I forget?
Did you think I surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Did you think I forget?
Did you think I surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?

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His name is Muhammad Nur Hafiz;
Currently studying in Republic Polytechnic
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