It's the Love that i can't forget.

First thing first...

Some choices that have to be made.. And I already made up my mind...

Thanks to the people I spent with today. I save you from drowning in sadness and after getting what you wanted, there you go laughing at me. Don't forget Iwas there to pick you up. I was there giving you advised and showing you. I'm almost your guardian angel but you just like any other people. You laughed at me, and taking me for granted. Yeah. I hope you do fine without me. Best friends?? yeah best friends. I'll be the first person you look for when you need help. Even your family know where to find you. Thank you for laughing at me. Thats the appreciation I really need.

And to someone else. I thought you promise me to be there when I'm down. The promise which I still hold on to even if it is like years ago. But where were you? You not even there for me. Not even on my proudest day or even the day i feel lyk I'm a useless son of a gun. Its even hard to have a normal conversation with you yet alone becoming my best friend. Don't give me excuses that you are busy with your life. Caused even if I'm busy with life and don't have time for myself, yet i still think about you.

I guess it is human nature. When they need you they come crawling to you, when your service is not needed, they just throw you aside. Thank you to these people call friends.