Hey2..
Sometimes I just wish a Guardian Angel is beside me and show me the light to the long and winding road ahead. But that only a wish, but a great thing is I got good friends around me.
I was given the task to help talk to my friend to change to save the relationship between both two. Dowan to mention names. Hmm I hope I got him to realise that sometimes its there is a limit to everything in life. Must not act rashly and think before saying such things. I hope they get back together... Cos they deserve more then this.
Hmm working in the Force enables me not to be biased on one side. Its like a family dispute but instead of husband and wife its my friends. And fair enough I gave both parties a talk and it is up to them whether they want to save it. cos as a friend, I could only talk and advised. There nothing much I could do.
Anyway was talking with my friend last nyt and we kinda about Ruby. Memories of her still fresh in me. Kinda sad though and it made me miss her so bad. My friend told me that once ruby approached her and ask about me and how I'm doing. That really surprised me, cos in my mind I thought she totally forgets about me. And she was also blushing when asking about me.
Someone close to her told me she felt guilty leaving me, and therefore don't want to get close to me. Now her collegue told me she always feel down and stress at work. And she is also studying part time. She would only smile and bubbly when she is off duty and getting ready to go back home. And she would blush when asking about me. I totally miss her..
Should I get in touch with her?? But will she answer my call or sms?? How am I suppose to show her that I support her in whatever she is doing??..
What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do?? What should I do??
I'm lost.....