It's the Love that i can't forget.

I told you guys that I went to MOS to chill right..I also did some bad stuff which is between me and God ryt. Well If I disappoint you in any ways well i'm sorry.. But don't think i do such things out of misery and depression. If I was depress and misery bcos of my changed life and my family problem I would be dead by now..I could just end my life and there goes a sincere soul down to hell. I'm serious. I don't have to start smoking and drinking to handle my misery life.

Like one of my fren. He got the same prob as me and he sms he saying he want to die. Dying isn't the way to clear up yr mess. So Bro wake up that fcuking idea of yours. You don't deserve to die now and you certainly don't deserve to burn in hell. C'mon think of yr family and love ones. I know you well enough. Since the day we met, we suffer together lepak together at the lepak corner at the back of our barrack and shout P.O.P.OHH. So Be strong ya. Anything you can find me. you got my number right. We can meet at town again lepak kat starbucks. disturb some chickies. You told me before that you still have your charm right. So make it happen.

This reminds me oh how important friends is in times of growing up. I admit I was under depression also. On top of my family problems and stuff. Thnkz to my friends who brought me to a place where friends are the most valuble things on earth. The things we did that doesn't involve girls. like play DOTA and soccer. Do some jackass stuff. Play guitar hang around the Esplanade.

Thaknz to growing up friends like FARHAN SAIRI and AIZUDIN and NUR HAQIM.
the jack ass crew..

Thnkz to YAIETY too who had been diligently listen to my problems and and give me the motivation to live on.

Thnkz to MSN PALS like SISTA SYIQIN and more. Thnks for making me get my irritating self back. WAKAKAKA..

SO the moral of the story is DEPRESSION KILLS.
Seek to God for help and God will send his angels to guide you along. As always God is the most understanding in the universe.