ITs hard to cope up with life back from scratch. Its hard without any support or encouragement. Its so hard without you.
I beginning to hate my work. Everyday sit in office starringat the computer screen for hours. Pple say its good life. But to me its not. Its so damn boring. Sitting under florencent lamp and freezing cold air conn. bull shit la..I would rather be out under the sun. I love the shine of the sun. Much better than the lights in office.
Damn
I thought i had overcome the lost but here I am still thinking abt her. Frankly everytime i look at her friendster profile, my heart will start to bleed again. She damn beautiful. and she slips off my hand just like that.
Haiz. I need counselling.
And I wish I got hospitalized again. So that I no need to go to work and get sympathy from others.
Seriously
I need a psychologist or a counsellor...
HELP ME!!!!