This is a message for Ilah. Whoever other den her reading this should just read and forget!!
Hey syg. How are you doing so far? Guess you are so busy with school work and training in school huh. Since you in JC2 now, surely the pressure is high right. I understand. And nowadays you tend to fall sick. Kesian you. *cuddles* Guess you also have no time for yourself and not to mention mine too.
Syg, I'm writting this bcos i miss you so much. Miss your touch and kisses. Bcos of your busy schedule we don't even meet every weekend like we used to anymore.
You tend to sleep when you reach home after school. And the dozen SMSes i sent, you only replied once when you woke up in the middle of the night when i'm sleeping.
Whenever you ask me to call you,Without wasting my time I would dial using my Hp to call you to hear your soothing voice,but all i hear is an angry/annoying voice at the other end.I blame on myself bcos of my wrecked HP.and sometimes you just keep quiet and the conversation hanging. If thats the case its better not to ask me to call you.
Whenever we meet there will always be that moody/irritated face. IS it bcos of me? Am i Irritating for you already?When will i see that beautiful smile of yours again?
The month of JAn how many times did we really spent quality time together?
All this while I'm tolerating and swallow all the pride i have in me. Be positive and think appropriately like adults. Now i'm just sitting here thinking of the beautiful times we had. the times where the days are too short and the nights has no ends. To tell you the truth,my tears are rolling down writing this letter for you.