Have you ever been in a situation that your best buddy that you always hang around and his family and home is like yourr second would suddenly make your day feel so bad?.feel so pissed off? feel so used? and feel disrespect?
I'm not going to do anything towards him for now. I always believe that what goes around comes around. So if you think jack assing me is fun wait till your turn. I'll make you think twice when you wanna jack ass me again little punk.
Enough of that.
Well i was suppose to write up about my thoughts and such yesterday but was really tired.
All these time when i want to further study in music and growing up to be a better man make me understand what my teacher told me for the past 7 months that haven't get into my head until now.
I have to live for myself. Not for you. Not for anyone else.
Why is this so? because i realise that my frenz are only there when they need help and they know that im caring,honest and sweet enough to help them. Ya. Can't depend on them so much. In the end I'm so alone after my class. Dowanna blame my frenz cos its my fucking cell phone. All of you could help me,guide me or even care me for a certain extend but the rest i have to do it myself. Satisfactory is just as good as bad. In music or life,the best is always in demand. Always recognized and always respected. Guess in this phase of my life,I have to learn to reach for the top and not just saticfactory.
Watch me!!